"Zayn" I breathed without realizing that I was holding it in."I.." I couldnt finish but knowin Zayn I know he would make me. "Nikki just tell me....I swear I wont judge you no matter what it is" I stayed silent "Nikki, just tell me" He pleaded with wondering eyes. It was now or never "Zayn...I think I might Love You" I finally breathed out in the thick cold air. I was releaved I finally admitted to him and myself. The only thing I was Afraid of was his reaction. I looked up into his eyes and waited. But.... All he did was laugh. I knew this would happen. He thought I was joking. He realized I wasnt laughing and he stopped. His eyes went wide at me. I walked away, tears pouring down my face.