Hardships with Youtubers (UNDER EDITING)

Chapter 7

JEROME'S P.O.V

I was getting worried about them, but I knew they would be fine, but for now I am taking to Liz.

"So, Liz" I start after a long silence

"Yea?" she says looking up from her phone

"Do you know why Emily looked as if she saw a ghost?"

"You can call me Em" she walks out with Mitch and smiles at me

"So Em, why did you look like you saw a ghost?" I ask

"Do you know my boyfriend Derck?"

I shake my head and Liz nods

"Well we broke up."

"Aww" Liz makes a sad face "you to were so perfect!"

"No, we were not, he abused and used me" she says then shows us her stomach and neck "then I started to cut" she adds showing us her arms.

"wow, why didn't you tell me? Liz says, I was to shocked to even speak yet alone move.

"I don't know, I didn't want to bring you into this mess" Em says "Plus, Mitch took care of it, so don't worry about it." she says smiling at Mitch.

MITCH'S P.O.V

Wow her smile, and where did she get this sudden confidence? Beats me, as long as she's happy I'm happy, that sounded so cliché, and like we are a thing if only, get over yourself Mitch, it was just a kiss. Chill. Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale....

"You okay Mitchy witchy?" Em says

I look at her with a death glare

"Don't.Call.me.that." I say only loud enough so only the table we were sitting at could hear us over the café buzz

"Why?"

"Emily, DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT call him that Jerome said

"Ok, ok, I'm sorry! I didn't know, can I know why?" She said putting her hands up in surrender

"No." I apparently said way to harsh.

She ran out crying, I just put my head down and started to cry, Liz ran after Emily, after that I ran to my V.I.P. room, I am worthless, I know that now, I went into the bathroom, I'm basically staying here instead of a hotel.

I find my razor, take out the blade and drop the rest of the razor (the plastic) on the floor. I cut into my arm the words 'worthless' 'horrible' 'rude' 'ugly' 'selfish' 'hated' I've always hated myself, it was time to end this. I cut over the words again only deeper, finally.... I lie down on the floor, drifting away I hear the yelling of my friends, Jerome runs over, my last words to him were:

"Please, don't save me" I whispered

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A/N: I was messaging @authourforlife3 is this cliché anymmmfff anyway, there will be 2 more part relating to this event, Jerome's P.O.V and Emily's P.O.V so yea then the story will progress anyway hope you enjoyed! Am I taking this to fast? please let me know!

Bai!

<3 -Jessica °~°