Chapter 16

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Sarafina P.O.V-

I've been in my room for a long time now. I can't face the world all alone I'm tired. I'm staring blankly at the ceiling above my head as the tears are falling down my face continuously.

 I need some air I got up I checked the time 1am was I in here for that long. 

I unlocked the door and went outside only to meet with silence they must have slept I walked through the corridors I saw a door I've never been in.

 I walked in and it was gorgeous in the middle of the room there was  piano and the place looked cozy. I walked to the middle where the piano is. 

My fingers trailed the keyboards softly. I sat on the stool I pressed a random keyboard before I know it I was playing Paralyzed by NF. 

(Song is above. I love this song the singer shows a lot of emotion in it.)  My hands moved with my voice.

"When did I become so numb?

When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else 
I'm paralyzed


Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should

I'm paralyzed


Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed


When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (oh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith


I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?


I'm lost and it kills me inside

I'm paralyzed--"  

I stopped I couldn't anymore my cold fingers were shaking as my eyes watered I bit my lip to prevent the tears from falling. 

"That was beautiful" Someone whispered. 

I jumped I didn't expect anyone to be awake. I turned around to face Vito.

"Thanks" I whispered back 

He smiled he walked towards the piano and where I am 

"I thought every one was asleep I just needed a walk but I found this" I said quickly 

He nodded his head after a moment of silent 

"Are you okay?" He said softly 

"Fine" I whispered looking down my lap there was another moment of silent it wasn't awkward it was actually comfortable 

"You scared me. All of us" He spoke all of a sudden I looked up to see him looking down 

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you guys" I said.

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