Am I Good Enough Now?

Promise

I promise you I'll stay

Even for another day

I promise you I'll never cut again

I threw away my razor

So take my hand

I promise you you'll get better

Please get rid of your ugly sweaters

I promise I won't make fun of your scars

Because I have them too

But I think of them as shining stars

I promise you it'll all blow over

You will stop drowning

In this cold ocean

I promise I will try to get well

Try to break out

Of this prison cell

But there is a loop hole in these promises

I crossed my fingers

Breaking their truth

I'm sorry.