Creepypasta Femboy Hooters AU

Chapter 8 ( His Soft side // PART TWO）

(In Masky's house)

"oh dam why?" Brian was really into the subject now, I thought if i really should tell him, i mean...he could give me some advice right? But... in the same time...I barely know him, he did seem like a pretty nice guy so, I was lost in thoughts i didn't notice Masky walking up to me, I looked up at him "u-uh" He leaned into me, I looked away- He was too dam closeeeee, "Were you at Toby's house?" He then asked, I looked back at him "u-uh yes i was, I kinda stayed over cause he wasn't really feeling good and he really wanted me to stay over" I nervously anwsered- shoot should I have said that? He does find Toby annoying so will he find me that same just because i was in his house or something?? ah i dunnoooo- "You stayed over his house?" Masky asked, "y-yes" I replied, "How is he?" Masky asked, I was surprised he was asking, he was looking away like he didn't want me to see his embarassed face- Brian chuckled "He's like that sometimes", Masky pushed Brian away as Brian kept on laughing, I giggled "Toby's fine, he was really active this morning", Masky looked at my top "Are you guys secretly dating or something?" He asked with a serious face, "n-nah we aren't b-but he did confessed to me" I told him, Masky's face looked at me as he didn't believe me "He confessed to you?", I nodded "ah yes he um he did", Brian tilted his head "So was he the guy you rejected?", I nodded again,  "Why the fuck did you rejected him?" Masky suddenly spoke, it was like it slipped out of his mouth and didn't realized "He's so perfect, He can cook, he's so kind everytime, he'd do almost anything for you!", I looked at Masky, He covered his mouth , I don't think he wanted me to hear those words...but didn't he find Toby annoying? "M-masky I-" I wanted to know more about Toby and Masky's relationship with each other, were they friends? or just... I looked over Brian he wasn't smiling anymore, he wasnt mad or anything, he was worried, Masky grabbed a cigar from Brians pocket and walked away- I looked at Brian"Brian what was...that all about?" I was already comfortable speaking with Brian, he didn't make me feel nervous, he was pretty nice, and his voice was really good to listen to, Brian watched as Masky leave before turning to me "your friend Toby is Tim's ex-" He replied to me witout changing his tone of voice, I thought he was messing with me but he stayed serious, "r-really??" i asked again to make sure I wasn't hearing things, He nodded "I'll explain..." He placed the can of beer down and sighed, I looked away- Things were about to get serious weren't they.... I took a deep breath and listened to the story, "Timothy and Toby were dating about... three years ago, they just broke up last year- I don't know much of the details but i'll try to explain everything, see...Tim was the um, lets say tsundere type heheh, (( For my non weebish or non Japanese friends- Tsundere is a Japanese term for a character development process that depicts a character with a personality who is initially polarized warm/soft, cold, temperamental, hotheaded before gradually showing a warmer, friendlier side over time ))mean he always have been, until now hah- Well the thing is Tim broke up with Toby for some reason... he never told me, and he doesn't like talking about it, well Toby took the break up pretty well...at least in front of him, Toby didn't go to work for a couple of weeks, and when he did he had more and more bandages covered on him" Brian sighed again, What? what the hell was happening... " it turns out Toby was really deppressed from the fact that Tim broke up with him....Tim only realized this when he caught Toby in the bathroom having a mental breakdown...he...was......shaking so much.... his fingers were buried into his hair gripping it so hard, he kept on digging his nails in to his skin and scratching himself while tears messily came down from his cheeks...when Tim told me about this..he... ]he was...crying so much, he felt so much guilt and he regrets it but there wasn't anything he could do now, he didn't help Toby when he found him in the bathroom crying like that...he was too ashamed to do anything- thats why... he was mad when you said you rejected him, the fact that Toby finally moved on but you rejected him made him mad", I was...speechless...what have i done?wait no...I didn't know...He was acting like he was alright all the time- "I...." Brian looked at me waiting for me to finish my sentence, I stood up "I need to go, I'm so sorry, can you tell Mas- I mean Tim that I'll be going now?", Brian then asked "Wait wait where are you going??", I looked at him- "I need to...", He already knew what I was going to say "Ok...I'll go tell Tim that, see you around little guy", I grabbed my things- Brian gave me his and Masky's phone number and I left his house-

I ran towards the train station, I don't know if i was still straight or not but wasn't important right now, all that was going through my head was if Toby was fine or not, He looked so happy in the morning but... I wasn't paying enough attention if he was really happy or faking it- Toby... what are you really thinking about... were you really just faking all those smiles and laughter, I wasn't sure if I was doing the right thing...But just thinking about... It was like he had to hide all the pain he was going through...his scars, his parents, his sister and everything else, I wanted to help him... I cared for him...It wasn't long till I arrived the station where Toby leaves, I ran to his block, "Toby!" I rang the door bell, Toby opened the door and looked at me surprised "B-ben? y-your b-b-back q-quick! W-what b-brings y-you h-here? D-d-did y-you l-leave s-s-something? I-i'll go get i-it for you, what did you f-f-forg-" I ignored everything Toby said and hugged him, Toby flinched- He looks down at me..."Ben?...what h-happened?..." , the red tears from my eyes formed, Toby looked at me, I didn't wanna let him go- I wanted... him to be happy, for real- I looked up at him "Toby are you ok?" I asked while wiping my blood tears away from my black eyes, Toby didn't say anything... did he not understand what i meant? my mouth lets out a small hiccup, He shuts the door after I walk in, we were now inside... I was still hugging Toby but I didn't felt anything hugging me back, it was so silent... "ah B-ben what a-are you d-doing back h-here?" Toby's voice sounded no different, still the same- no sadness, I didn't wanna believe his voice anymore, I stopped hugging him- "Toby?3-58" I glitched, He smiled and giggled "w-what's wrong s-silly?", no way he was still faking it...Toby stop that...your ruining yourself, Stop... I felt a huge heavy wave piled in my chest, my blood tears begun fallng down from my cheeks, staining them with red, my eyes started to blur from all the tears, I kept wiping my eyes, "TOBY YOUR NOT OK STOP PRETENDING JUST BECUASE YOU THINK ITS GONNA MAKE ME FEEL BETTER!" I crotch down and hid my face, my panting and crying followed Toby's silence, I looked on the  floor and noticed drop of tears falling, I looked up at Toby....He was...crying...but he wasn't making any sort of sound, he was still smiling softly but his eyes...they seemed different, I can see the suffering in it, He crotch down and kneeled then patted my head, he used the other hand to hide his teary eyes "D-don't c-c-cry beacuse o-of me, I h-hate seeing y-you like t-that ", I looked at him, he was still thinking me...in his situation... no don't talk about me...  "T-toby what if I said I cared for you so much to not leave you alone" I asked while hiccups escape my mouth every second, Toby paused for a while "I...why?", I held his arm away from his face "Beacuse...BEACUSE I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY", Toby's face showed surprise...he looked like no one has ever said those words to him for a long time...he looked away from me and let out a single soft chuckle "I am h-happy..." He lied again, I had enough...why did I really care for him? I had million of reasons- No one deaserved this much pain...but also he cared for me didn't he? Even though I didn't do much for him... He wanted to stay next to me all of the time, Did I really think of him of just a friend? He kissed me twice already- I.... "Toby...your" I tried to repeat myself again but Toby cut in "So w-w-what if I'm not happy? So what? I d-d-doesn't m-matter, it d-d-doesn't matter, s-so ple-please d-don't c-cry bea-beacuse of m-m-"

without a warning I leant in and kissed him in the lips, Toby flinced again when I did... I felt his hand...he was shaking so much but he was leaning towards me more than i did...I pulled away slowly, I looked at him and he was blushing madly with tears drying out slowly on his face...

I...I think i really was just....Just maybe... "I think...Toby I think I'm in love with you..." If I let it out....and just tell him..