Chapter 4:

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"Avy! Wake up! Your stop" she slapped me over and over until I woke up

I was clearly walking like a drunk person. I sat down at the bench for a moment until I mesmerise myself.

I walk myself home as usual my stepmom didn't notice me going up to the attic to sleep. Ever since father died, my wide room was given to my stepsister and all of my stuff were thrown here. At times it feels so creepy because there was no lights up here. So when I study and moon reaches its peak, I will go infront of the round window to read.

Sometimes I fell asleep sitting down which made my back hurt when morning comes.

"Yah! Come down here and cook! Are you a princess!!" She knocks on the attic's door which made dust fall over the place. Which is the fact that I have an allergy in these kind of stuff

I released the attic's hanging stairs as I go down and cook their food. They actually treated me badly ever since... I cook food for them but I only got one little piece of meat or chicken (something like that), I do their laundry which piles up and forms a mountain, I do the dishes wherein all three meals used appliances are compiled, I do all the cleaning in the house.

Everyday is pretty exhausting to me, it just makes me give it all up and suicide but every time I think of something like that my father always appears infront of me, he saved people's lives but he can't save his own and his daughter's (that issue will rise up if ever I did something bad to myself)

One thing that made me hold on to my life is because of a song. A song that I heard when no one was there to hear it but me. At the theater, I slept in the dressing room and was about to leave but his voice is so angelic. You will fall in love with him in just moments

I watched him singing and he enjoys it, he loves to sing and dance but when a person came in, he stopped everything he was doing and turned serious

Heeseung... he has a cold facial expression but there's a place in his heart that was totally locked that he will never let anyone to open it

His voice saved my life. His presence keeps me moving forward

"Yah! What are you thinking about!" I receive a smack on my head which made me wake up and continued what I was doing

"Faster.. I am hungry" she said as she sat down at the sofa and turns the TV on

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As always I placed the food on the table as for I went back to the attic. I used my friend's rechargeable lamp to study until it turns off and went to bed. My bed is not actually that soft. The foam is too thin because it was used for years, you can still feel the cold ground with this foam

I felt my stomach is grumbling, I have nothing to eat. I reached for my backpack and saw a box of chocolate bars, I was about to eat it but I don't want to. I rather let myself starve than making people pity me

I put it back to my bag and just ate some candies as I fell asleep holding my stomach.
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Morning came and I was always the first one to do everything in the house before I will leave to school

As I heard footsteps upstairs I quickly grab my bag and rush out of the house to the bus stop

"Yah! You're early" my friend says as she accompanies me to the bench.

I reached for the box of chocolate bars in my bag to give it back to her "stop doing this kind of stuff to me please" I told her as I hand out the chocolate bars.

Her facial expression tells me that she doesn't know anything I am telling her. She quickly raised her hands and move her head from left to right " That's not mine" she pushed back the chocolate bars to me

"If it isn't you... then who is it?" I asked her and to myself

Who would do such thing like this besides her?

"Woah! That's an expensive chocolate you are holding right there" she grabs the chocolate as I hold on tight to it

"I thought you don't want it" she said as she continues to pull

"I didn't say such a thing... you must be hallucinating" I joked around as I slipped the box of chocolate bars inside my bag to keep it safe from her

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I placed my bag on the chair as I lay me head on top of the desk

"Who could it be?" I asked myself

As I lift my head I saw Jay giving me a cute vibe.. his both hands were on his cheeks and smiling at me

"G--good morning" I told him

"Same to you" he replied as he hands out a chocolate bar to me

Did he perhaps gave me that box of chocolate bars?

I look at it... it looks exactly the same with those box of chocolate bars

"Th--thank y--you" I stuttered infront of him as I look closer to it... and in my bag. These two are the same!

"It's okay.. Heeseung gave it to us all because he said he has dozens of it in his locker" he said as he smiled at me

Then.. did he even notice me for all these years?

I turned around and saw Heeseung was looking at me. That made me feel goosebumps all around my body. I slapped myself to wake myself up to reality

Why would he even notice you? Your not beautiful like his first love

I drop my head on the table. I need to check his locker and Jay's to make sure if Jay is telling the truth

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AN: dedicating this chapter for btsxenhypen_07 thank you for your support 💛💛

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