Starting Over

2.

Two weeks flash by each day I go to work come home to my empty house which is starting to become more of how I wished it would be. My own home for just me. The crying has stopped however loneliness is beginning to creep in which is why my sister has booked us a pamper day with a overnight stay in a hotel right next to my favourite club.

I know the pamper day and night away is more for her sake. I imagine it is not easy having children and she's a damn good mum. The sound of a horn goes twice loudly and I know it's her I pick up my small case and head out to her car.

"Let's do this!!"

She cheers as she pulls out onto the road heading towards town. Another difference between my sister and I she loves expensive hotels and spoiling yourself whereas I like my home comforts yeah I love travelling but in my own way I hate expensive places where you are too scared to breathe incase anything breaks but it makes her happy so I'll go along for it tonight.

Within half an hour we have reached our hotel as we check in the young girl behind the desk reminds us of her 12pm spa treatments which I could kill Bria for. She knows I hate the idea of a stranger touching me.

"Hey chill out it may be a super sexy male"

She suggests wiggling her eyebrows I roll my eyes at her and follow her into our room for the night. Within the hour we are both changed into our bikinis and heading down to the spa with a glass of wine in our hands.

"Miss Molloy and Mrs Halliday welcome, if you just take a seat we will be with you shortly please help yourself to any food or drink"

A young boy says he must be at the oldest 18. I happily refill my wine glass preparing myself to go lay on a bed while a stranger rubs my body with all different kind of oils.

"I hope it's a big hunk"

Bria says I shake my head

"I'm still not 100 percent comfortable with this you know"

I tell her which she just shakes her head I look around the spa and notice a few couples, other girls days and a group of men chilling in the hot tubs. I awkwardly catch one of them watching us. I quickly look away as my name is called along with Bria and we make our way to the dimly lit room and much to Bria's pleasure it's two men waiting for us. I try to relax as much as possible pretending to be enjoying it however I can't help but cringe every time I feel his hands on me. Bria's talking eventually stops and I'm convinced she's fell asleep I close my eyes and try to enjoy myself.

A small quiet Alarm goes off signalling our time is up much to Bria's dismay however I quickly thank the guys and cover myself in the bathrobe left for us. We make our way out the room.

"I don't think that's for me"

I say pouring myself another drink Bria just laughs and pulls me towards the hot tub of course entering the one with 3 guys in it I keep my eyes away from them and I finish my glass as i stand up to refill my foot slips sending me right back into a strong pair of arms.