MY DEMON
Before my Demon overtook
My mind and Heart and Soul
I wanted to be pretty
accepted,loved
and cherished for who I was
All I wanted was some friends
Someone to see beyond my mask
I wanted my family
to love me
and not try to rid me
of my flaws
Before my Demon overtook
I wanted to be secure.
But now my Demon's overtook
My mind and Heart and Soul
Now I crave for a blade
To slice through my fat skin
I love to see my blood
Run down my legs and arms
I want to see
pale white scars
criss crossing across my skin
I want to stop eating
To be so very thin
No ones aloud to see my mask
My Demon says that's bad
My family must not know
My friends don't even care
He say he's the only one
Who always has been there
He says he helps
And rids me
of my flaws and all their lies
My Demon is right
He's the only one who cares
The only one who's always there
So now I thank my demon
For he has rid me of their lies
He shows me I don't need
People who love or care tonight
For he is always there for me
And he is all I need.
YOU ARE READING
The Voices In My Head
Poetry*TRIGGER WARNING* These are all Poems written by me though not all are about me
