NO LONGER ALONEI always am alone
I've never really had anyone
I can trust with all my secrets
Without being thrown away
Like the rubbish that I amIt's always been this way
I've never known a time before
I was all alone in the worldMy parents pretend they care
But they say many words that hurt meMy brother doesn't even bother
And tells me to just go dieThe people all around me
Never notice that I'm thereUnless they are my bullies
There to add to all my painMy so called friends
Abandon me for being the freak I amAnd they are usually the first
To make me suffer once againEveryone who says they care
Has just lied to my faceUntil there came a time
When I shut my heart and mindThere words still hurt me
As they cussed and swore at meBut I never had to suffer
from rejection or abandonment
For I never let anyone in
Until I met a stubborn girlShe made me feel alive
And bought back emotions I forgotShe made me laugh
She made me cry
As I smiled a real smile
She broke my emotionless mask
If only just for herMy mask was still on
For the rest of the world to see
But finally I had found someone
Who was just like me.
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The Voices In My Head
Poetry*TRIGGER WARNING* These are all Poems written by me though not all are about me