Was It A Lie?

Just Shit

Do you see that person in the mirror,

The one with tears falling to the ground,

Yes, me,

The one about to drown,

Do see the fright in those eyes,

The worthless shit that I am,

Do you see the person dying,

Through a certain type of mental realm,

You see the person in the mirror,

Just completely dying inside,

A soul tearing apart,

He's/she's being fed lies,

"You are worthy,

You mean a lot,"

If I did,

You wouldn't let me rot,

Do you see the blood,

Escaping through the eyes,

Do you see me,

Hiding with happiness as a disguise,

I'm really just that phantom,

The one you feel over you shoulder,

The one who has nothing better in life,

So that life grows colder,

Do you see something beautiful,

Or you actually see the truth,

Someone disappearing,

Slipping away smooth,

Do you wish you could stop it,

To stop that ghost-like death,

To slap 'em back to life,

Give 'em breath,

It's not gonna happen,

I'm built up already,

It almost wrapped up in my grasp,

A feeling to make anyone gasp,

But who's to say I'm not dead,

That I'm reliving a repeated dead life,

As lonely as you see this person,

I have to stay out of sight,

Don't tell me it'll get better,

Don't whisper it'll be alright,

You can't see the future,

I'm done with this fight,

I'm not giving up,

I just know when I'll lose,

Lose a battle before it's begun,

So I'll just lie down and stop my run,

It's time to go,

My real friends and foes....