Melancholic Monologue

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The truth is that I have always been afraid to let myself fall
To look like a fool, a naïve child in front of this cruel world
No matter how I try it so, all of it was a façade, a false pretense
But the thing is that it is the only thing I can do

The smile of happiness hiding the pain of loneliness inside
Because no matter what I do, there is nothing in my reach
And between this dream and cruel reality that I live in
I prefer a world where my dreams come true

In this beautiful world, dreams like mine are never realized
Unnoticed I continued to walk towards a path unknown to me
I want you to hear my voice, but its like shouting in the vacuum of space
There is not a single chance it will ever reach you

Lost in my dreams, what am I supposed to believe in?
All I have are the desperate shouts and wishes of my heart
I want to let myself go, but this fear in me
Feeling myself trapped in a room with no sound

Even if this world is full of beautiful colors,
To me, all of it was just black and white and not a rainbow
This world I live in, forever covered in the winds of sadness
And in it, the feathers of my wishes forever lost

The smile of happiness hiding the pain of loneliness inside
Because no matter what I do, there is nothing in my reach
I want to let myself go, but this fear in me
Feeling myself trapped in a room with no sound

Lost in my dreams, what am I supposed to believe in?
All I have are the desperate shouts and wishes of my heart
And between this dream and cruel reality that I live in
I prefer a world where my dreams come true

Let me, just this once, relive my dreams

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