Forever & Always (Austin mahone)

Chapter 18|i loved him

4 years later
Sky's pov:
It's a cold October.A breeze passed my face. By now it was night as I look up at each star that was shinning brightly only reflecting on my tears. Once you cry because of the hurt and pain you've got in your chest every happy memory is deleted. If you don't know why I'm crying it's because my only chance of happiness is gone. Luke died in a car crash about 6 months ago and Im still mourning over he's death . I stay strong for the children and through out the day keeping a brave face on as I look after the kids, cook and clean and make everyone happy but when it's night and every ones asleep I can't contain myself any longer I lay there crying my heart out it hurts so much when you loose someone you love you can't even breathe properly it's like someone stabbing you in the chest repeatedly and what makes it even worse was when he died I had to explain it to Anastasia and Aiesha I told them that up in the sky one of those stars is Luke and he's looking down at us proud of all of us staying strong for him and what hurts the most is I'm carrying he's 6 1/2 month baby and
I was going to get married to him.

6months ago: flash back

"Ok Luke you seriously need to go to the shop we need more groceries" I say as I break from our heated kiss
"Aww but I want to stay a little bit more with my baby girl soon to be mrs brooks" he say whining like a 5 year old as he pouts
"Aww don't give me that look it will only take a couple of minutes anyway your lips will soon be reunited with mine but for now go and quickly get the groceries" I say scurrying him out the door

*hour later*
-phone rings-
"Hello babe" I say answering the call to Luke
"Hey sexy I'm on my way to the house with the groceries" he coos I blush that he called me sexy I feel like a little school girl again
"Okay we'll I'll see you then mr hot stuff"i say winking as If he's here in the room
"Never come up with sexy names plus I can tell your trying to wink but you fail like usual" he says as he chuckles at he's own remark
"Thanks" I say pretending to be upset
"I'm joking I love you baby girl but I have to go" he says making me smile
"Bye love you too"i say
"By-
CRASH!
"Luke...Luke are you there LUKE ANSWER ME THIS ISNT FUNNY... BABY PLEASE ANSWER ME TELL ME YOUR OKAY" I sob through the phone with concern hoping he's okay
I hear sirens
"Hello?" a woman's voice says speaking through the phone
"Wheres Luke" I croak out
"Luke was in a car crash a massive lorry hit the side of he's car ...I'm sorry to say this ma'am but
"DONT SAY IT LUKES OK! I know he is"i say quietly at the end
"I know this is hard for you but he's dead I'm so sorry" the woman spoke again
I collapse to the floor on my knees crying my vision goes blurry and my hearing goes fuzzy
I see Alex and the others run down to me asking me 'whats wrong' with worried faces and concerned voices
I wipe my eyes and try to recover but it's not working more tear drops running down my face
"L..lukes dead" I blurt out shaky I cry even more because tonight I was going to tell him that I found out I'm pregnant
"And I'm pregnant with he's baby and we were going to get married" I say trying to calm down
Everyone tackles me in a hug a whispers 'I'm sorry' and 'it's going to be ok'
but it's not

That night I tried to fall asleep but I couldn't everyone was down stairs telling Luke's family the news I couldn't because it hurt to accept the fact that my Luke was gone forever
Piercing screams filled the house as if I was having a nightmare
Alex ran to me to try and calm me down like he did if I had a nightmare when I was little
"Shush it's ok" he whispers in my ear calming me down a bit
"Why ... why did they have to take Luke away from me when I need him the most now I'm on my own again" I croak out
"Hey...hey look at me your not alone you'll have me"Alex says as both of he's hands are holding both sides of my face
"What happens when you get married , have kids?YOUR NOT ALWAYS GOING TO BE THERE! I just need him if I could just have one more day with him I'll be the happiest girl ever" I whispered at the end
"I promise I'll always be there for you know matter what weather I'm married and have kids I'll be by your side through thick and thin like I promised you when you were 5 that I'll always protect you and be there for you not matter what"he says in a gently voice
"Promise?" I say looking up to him
"Promise" he said I look away and close my eyes as he hummed and rocked me back and forth like he did when I was little

End of flashback

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