Finally it's Christmas tomorrow I can't wait.
About a week ago😏 it was the baby shower I'm fine now I just needed to let my pain all out.
Right now I'm leaving the turkey out to defrost and putting up more decorations just the finishing touches as usual no ones to be seen probably out in there boyfriend club group doing couple things and leaving me in the shadows alone while I do all the dirty work while I'm pregnant.
I just finished putting the lights on the tree, putting the wood in the fireplace, I put all the present I brought for them under the tree (the only reason why maddie and Austin have one is because I brought it ages ago and threw the receipt away so I can't give it back)and baking the cookies and there still not back
*moments later*
I was already ready for bed I was going to switch the tv off until the door slammed open there comes 4 singing boys as Sarah and maddie stand behind them but only one of them was drunk and that was Austin
"Oh look whose awake lil miss bitch!"austin says walking side to side
"Your drunk go to bed"i say pointing up stairs
"Oh maddie why don't we go in sky's room for round two" Austin says but immediately regretting it even though he was drunk
But I didn't care weather he was drunk or not he crossed a line that's when I got angry you could tell by everyone's faces I was more then pissed off because my eyes turned a dark shade of blue but that's when my blood started to boil my nostrils started to flare my jaw and fist clenched
"I'm sorr- before Austin could finish he's sentence I punched him right in the face, trust me when I say this .... it felt goooood!
Austin smacked he's head off the ground and you could see blood run down he's nose and there was a lot "shush go to sleep" I hissed that's the last thing I said until I wobbled up stairs to my room
You could hear feet scurrying across the floor boards and voices mumbling
I sob in my pillow because it hurt what Austin said and I hate how he gets the attention not one person had the decency to come upstairs and check if I'm ok but once again I'm alone hidden in the shadow.
I'm like an outcast
*knock knock*
Sarah and Alex barge in my room without me letting them in they hurry to each end of my bed
"Are you okay?"they say in unison
god it's like they read my thought
"Yeah I'm fine"i say and hid my face in the pillow to cover up my red puffy eyes With dried up tears on each cheek
"No your not we can see you've been crying you don't need to act strong in front of us" Sarah says with sympathy in her voice as she puts a strand of hair behind my ear
"I was brought up to stay strong especially in any situation crying shows a sign of weakness and I've shown that"i say looking down
"I know I've taught you to be strong but sometimes you have to let the tears flow out let all your pain and anger out you can't hide your tears or tuck away your emotions forever"Alex says with sympathy in he's eyes
"I'll never be ashamed of you weather you cry or show a sign of weakness I'll always love you never forget that" Alex continues with a genuine smile and kissed my forehead
"Get some rest skykins" Alex says in the doorway
"Night x-kins" I say as I blew a kiss and he caught it
"Night Sarahy bear" I say blowing a kiss to Sarah , Sarah caught it and said
"Night skykins"
That's when it went black
*midnight*
I tossed and turned I couldn't get any sleep my belly was hurting so bad.
As I was getting up to go down stairs I feel the sheet and it feels moist
"ALEXXXXXXXXXX" I scream in pain
Alex,Robert ,Austin,Zach,maddie and Sarah rush in my room
"What's wrong?" Alex says worried
"HELPPPPPP MEEE" I scream tears falling down my cheeks as I clench on my sheets
"I think she's having an contractions" Sarah says
"My waters broke" I say in pain
"Call the ambulance" Alex shouts to Robert , Robert runs and falls over but recovers and gets the house phone if I wasn't in so much pain I would laugh
Alex and Austin grabbed each side of my hand and told me to breathe in and out if I wasn't having contractions I would pull my hand out of Austin's hand but I'm having contractions so right now I don't care
Sarah grabs my bag for me to get ready to go to the hospital Zach and maddie grabbed the babies bags
*at the hospital*
After 7 hours of screaming my babies were born weighing 7 pounds each on Christmas Day at 7:30 am
Right now I'm resting in the hospital bed in new clean nightclothes while Austin and Alex rock back and forth with my beautiful baby girls in there arms fast asleep
After been released and told my babies were fine and me dressed in proper clothes along with my babies we headed back to our house to celebrate the birth of the twins and Christmas
*hours later*
"It's christmasssssssss"i shout with a glass of water as we sit around in the dining area on the table eating Christmas food , singing , laughing pulling crackers , opening presents , having fun and enjoying the company of each other for once this year we truly look like a happy family it's like we forgot everything bad that happened
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