I'm A Little Insane || A Kamigami No Asobi x Reader Fanfiction

Chapter 7: Longing

Your POV

You helped Tsukito make some dumplings. It was actually pretty entertaining to make them, you thought.

I wonder what this tastes like...

"Here," you heard Tsukito speak and you looked at him. He was offering you to taste the dumpling that he held. You couldn't resist the nice smell of the food that was near your mouth. You didn't hesitate to take a small bite. Returning the favor, you also took a dumpling and offered it to Tsukito which he gladly ate too.

You heard the sound of footsteps coming from behind but when you looked back, there was nothing to be seen. Weird. "Would you mind if I take you somewhere, (L/N)-san?" Tsukito suddenly asked which made you avert your attention to him. "No. I don't really mind," you answered and he nodded before walking. You followed him from behind.

You both stopped walking when you reached a field full of pampas grass. You could see the moon so clearly. It was truly, a beautiful scenery. The wind gently blew against your face. Somehow, it calms you. You then felt like playing the piano. Turning to Tsukito, he was already looking at you. "Would you mind if we go to the Music Room? I'd like to play a piece," you asked. "I don't mind at all."

You both started walking back to the academy. Side by side, you two didn't converse with one another, instead, the both of you enjoyed the comfortable silence. Without noticing the rock that was in your way, you tripped but Tsukito caught you once again. Your head was on his chest while his hands was intertwined with yours. You're heart beated fast and you couldn't help but feel scared. You pulled yourself away from him but he never let go of your hand. You tried to get a hold of yourself by breathing in and out. Tsukito is a God with manners, he won't do anything to you, you convinced yourself. "Shall we continue on walking?" He inquired and you nodded. Upon arriving, you sat at the chair and faced the piano. Tsukito sat beside you. Taking a deep breath, you placed your fingers above the keys and started playing.

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3rd Person's POV

You played the piano as if you and the piano were the only ones left in existence. The pieces you played was relaxing. Tsukito studied you as you continued on playing. Your (H/L) (H/C) hair was the only thing he wished to play with, your beautiful (L/E/C) and (R/E/C) eyes reminded him of the stars and he wants them to look at him only, your pink luscious lips looked so soft that he wanted to be the first one to kiss it, your petite body that he found very alluring, he wished that he'll be the one to hug and hold it, and lastly, your hands. He wanted to hold it forever, he was scared that if he ever let you go, he'll never see you again. He wanted to be with you in your happiest and saddest moments. His heart beats for you and yours did for him too. But I guess, both of you won't confess it since you both shrugged it off and ignored it. How tragic it is to long for someone when you yourself deny your own feelings.

Your POV

It was now time for the Moon Festival. You have changed to a kimono and put your hair up into a bun. You and Tsukito sat together somewhere quiet and somewhere nobody would disrupt the comfy silence between you two.

"(L/N) (Y/N)" Tsukito called out to you, you hummed as a reply. "Earlier, while you were playing the piano, I couldn't help but feel calm. All my worries just suddenly went away. I never felt that except when I look at the moon." You took your eyes off the moon and looked at him. "If you're willing to, can I watch you play another piece next time?" You were taken by surprise. Nonetheless, you nodded and looked at the moon once again. "Somehow, the moon looks more beautiful now that I have ever seen it," Tsukito said with a small, barely noticeable smile. "It really does."