Another poem book because I have learned how to write not as shitty poems

The Lovely Side Of Never Breathing

I lay down

In pure nothing

Thick silence,

Sweet serenity.

Bite my tongue

To hold my breath

I feel so peaceful

With my body held still

I won't move my chest or I'll break the spell

I made being content dangerous

It's funny how my lungs aren't burning

I feel at peace,

I feel like I'm clean

I'm surrounded and engulfed in complete ataraxy

The water tells me it's time to go

But I want to stay here forever

It bangs its fists on my chest

So I give it a sweet kiss goodbye

Collecting my one necessity

And placing it back in my lungs

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I do this weird thing where I'll just....stop breathing (on purpose). I hope I'm not the only one. I also do it underwater and I find it so peaceful. Especially because it's completely silent. I'm just restating my poem at this point lol. 

Above water it's because sometimes it seems so hard to even find the energy to breath that I mean just like...eh, let's not. XD.