Heaven's P.O.V
It's the weekend and I'm truly grateful.
While I've decided that of the two women pursuing Lexi would be in my best interest, I'm still second-guessing whether or not that is the right choice.
Don't get me wrong Ms. Graham is not a better option, but staying single might be.
My phone ringing pulls me from my thoughts and I answer without looking at the caller ID.
"Hello?"
"Hi, Darling."
"Mother?"
"Yes, dear, who else would call from my number?"
-silence-
"Listen, love, I'm calling to let you know that your father and I won't be home for your birthday as planned. We figured as you're an adult now you wouldn't mind so we extended our trip."
Gritting my teeth, I speak normally, even as tears streak my face. It gets easier with years of practice.
"Oh, yes mother I'm doing just fine. Thanks for asking."
"Sweetheart, don't be petty. Of course, we know how you are, Jasper keeps us informed."
Rolling my eyes at my body guard's name, I choose not to respond.
"Well say something dear." She demands.
As maternal as always, I see.
"Is father around?"
-silence-
"Mother?"
"Yes dear, he is, however, he is a bit busy. I'm sure he'll contact you when he gets the chance." She lies, quite unnecessarily as we both know it's a lie.
Sighing, I bite my bottom lip to keep the sobs stuck in my throat from breaking free.
"Heaven I must get going love, I have errands to run."
Tilting my head back I will the tears to return to where they came from. It doesn't work. So, I ask the question I always ask, somehow the broken child in me is still hoping for a different response.
"When will you be back?"
"Oh sweetheart, I can't quite say these things are never quite on a schedule."
"Well, will you call me sometime and let me know?"
I could swear I hear her sniffle but it must be my imagination or echo.
"Pain can be so addictive. I love you, baby, take care."
And just like that, she hangs up.
I love you too mommy.
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It's late and I'm still sulking. I'm ready to feel better but I don't know where to start.
Lexi came by earlier but I pretended to be unaware until she left.
Feeling my ever-looming anxiety approaching, I do the thing I've been putting off. I text my best friend.
Me: I got a call. 🙍♀️
❤️ Dee S.S ❤️: Did you answer? 😧
Me: accidentally, I guess.
❤️ Dee S.S ❤️: But you would've either way. 😒
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