luke:
wasn't going to send this, but it's been sitting in my notes all night, so i'm just going to send this and throw away my phone.
i drafted so many messages that were full of the most amount of anger my body holds, and ones that were so fucking pathetic that i was even cringing. i finally realized though, that the pettiest, angriest message i could send you is one that isn't even those things at all.
it was petty of me to stalk you and kai on instagram and get mad because of what i saw, i will admit that. HOWEVER, the fact that i saw kai posting a picture with you three days after we broke up is fucked. i did not deserve that.
with that in mind, i'm going to ask you if you cheated on me, and you're going to be honest because i deserve that at the bare minimum. i deserve for you to tell me the truth for once.
why did we even get back together if you're still clearly hung up on him?
and why did you tell me you love me?
i don't deserve that.
i deserve someone who actually loves me and cares about me.
i've loved you since we were 16, and that's why i got back together with you, against all of my judgements.
i was naive, and in love, and you took advantage of it.
if you wanted to be with kai, then you should've told me.
i didn't deserve this.
also, i don't actually want an answer to any of this. i thought i did as i sent this but i'm realizing now that it's only my going to piss me off more.
i hope you're well, max.
i do.
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kai:
i am so so so sO SO sorry
luke:
what?
i haven't talked to you in months
so many,, months
what the fuck
kai:
i didn't know you two had just broken up i'm i'm so fucking sorry
he never told me
i hadn't talked to him in months before a couple weeks ago
he didn't tell me anything
luke:
but the first time you stole my boyfriend from me?
what'd he tell you then?
kai:
HE TOLD ME YOU LEFT HIM.
luke:
oh
oh my god
deadass?
kai:
YES
fuck
godddddd
luke:
oh dear god
[luke created the conversation.]
[luke added kai and calum my bf <3 to the conversation.]
calum my bf <3:
?¿
luke:
CAL
KAI
KAI
CAL
calum my bf <3:
wait
luke:
yes it's /that/ kai
kai:
uh
calum my bf <3:
dear lord
luke:
before you panic
kai:
was i the villain in this story
luke:
yes
it's max now tho
calum my bf <3:
what is happening i-
luke:
max did not tell kai about the fact that we got back together and broke up
he also told kai that /i/ broke up with max
calum my bf <3:
i mean
you told me that too
luke:
there's a difference in me saying that and him saying that tho
i said it because i was sad and insecure
he said it because he's a clown
