luke:
hey
so uhm
i need to say something and this might completely fuck everything up but i can't hold it in anymore
and i just want to elucidate this first
i'm glad you're happy
i really am
i'm out of my head happy that you're happy and living your best life
but i lied when i said i was okay with this
i love you so fucking much that i can't think straight
and you made an absolutely scintillating argument when all of this went down but i do not agree with it
i am so far from okay with this
and i know this is absolutely fucking vitriol but i am so fucking mad at you
how could you do this to me?
i get it, you were in love
so was i
and the fact that my feelings were completely thrown out the window when you told me about him was so fucking narcissistic
you did not care about how badly you were hurting me
what you did anathematized me to myself
i keep thinking i did something wrong
i keep thinking it's my fault you fell out of love
i am so fucking mad at you
but anyway
you can ignore this
it's fine
i just needed to get it off my chest because it was killing me
it still is but it's fine ig
max:
oh my god
what the fuck
i cared
i was so terrified to tell you
i never wanted to hurt you
luke:
lol you did!
max:
i'm so sorry
luke:
okay
max:
if you're just gonna be passive with me why did you even text me
luke:
because i fucking miss you, max
max:
i'm sorry
i seriously am
please believe me
luke:
okay
max:
please
luke:
yep
max:
fuck, luke
i'm so sorry i hurt you
i never wanted to
that wasn't my intention at all
i'm so sorry i did
you know how much i cared about you
luke:
we love that past tense
max:
stop
luke:
nah
max:
wait
were you purposefully using big ass words i don't know earlier?
luke:
peradventure
max:
what the hell
luke:
Credo che non avrebbe dovuto saltare inglese ogni giorno per succhiare il mio cazzo nell'armadio del bidello in anno senior🤷♂️
max:
god
you know i can't read that
luke:
that's kind of the point
max:
oh my god
you're not gonna tell me, are you
luke:
probably not, no
max:
ffs
are you drunk?
luke:
only a little bit
max:
jesus, luke
luke:
this might be too bold but you should come over
max:
luke.,,
luke:
yah i know you've GoT a bOYfriENd
max:
if you'd let me get a word in i'd be able to tel you that i don't
luke:
w h a t
you're telling me i've been a bitch to you for the past five minutes for nothing?
max:
i mean not really
i kind of deserved it
luke:
ohmykgd
max:
i'm assuming you don't really care about what happened
luke:
not particularly
can you come over
yes i'll regret it tomorrow but it's not tomorrow yet so
max:
yeah
luke:
is that a yes you'll come over!.!.!??,,
max:
yes
i'm on my way
luke:
oh fuck
