doctor atlas:
going to actually kill myself.
luke:
dont do that
whats going on
doctor atlas:
no because if the person you love and are sharing your life with is going through shit you would want to be there for them right
and like asking if theyre okay is not out of bounds
and worrying about them
and still caring even when told to fuck off
luke:
right
doctor atlas:
right
so
why am i "driving him fucking crazy"
luke:
HUH?
PARDON?
doctor atlas:
dude.
i'm so mad
i don't even know where the fuck i'm going right now
luke:
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did you leave??
doctor atlas:
i did
since i was driving him so fucking crazy.
luke:
oh my god
doctor atlas:
i might just go to my mom's
fuck
god
LIKE WHAT
SORRY I LOVE YOU AND CARE VERY DEEPLY ABOUT YOU AND WANT TO KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON WITH YOU?
luke:
oh man
god i'm sorry i don't even know what to say to that
except what the fuck
i mean
just. what the fuck
are you gonna stay with your mum?
doctor atlas:
yeah
i will
until i'm not pissed off anymore
then i'll talk to him
but right now i'm seething
so
yk
luke:
i'm sorry :(
doctor atlas:
l'amore è così stupido
mi arrendo
[love is so stupid
i give up]
luke:
love is not stupid
and you are not giving up
doctor atlas:
ugh
luke:
i don't know exactly what happened but i imagine he's going through something
and he's just taking it out on you
it's not okay, but
doctor atlas:
funnily enough i don't take my problems out on him
or act like a dick to the person who loves me
luke:
i know
i understand
doctor atlas:
perche' tutto fa schifo non voglio piu' fare questa merda
[everything sucks I don't want to do this shit anymore]
luke:
do you just talk in italian whenever you're mad
doctor atlas:
sì.
e di solito perché voglio solo essere stronza senza che la gente realmente cerchi di aiutarmi con qualsiasi cosa, ma di solito è nel gruppo in cui sei l'unico che può capire cosa sto dicendo, ma non importa qui è solo un'abitudine che immagino
[yes.
and usually it's because j just want to be bitchy without people really trying to help me with anything but it's usually in the group where you're the only one who can understand what i'm saying but it doesn't matter here it's just a habit i guess]
luke:
well
if you wanna just keep ranting
i'm here to let you
if you want me to do anything just tell me
doctor atlas:
i'm just very sad
i don't even know what i want
well
i'd love to be drunk right now
i don't really wanna get drunk w my mom tho
hmm
come visit
luke:
ace😭
i would love to do that
doctor atlas:
but you cant
:(
i know
