I Can't Make You Love Me | •JeongMi•

Chapter 18

CONTINUATION

Jeongyeon•

Jihyo, nayeon, dahyun, chaeyoung and i went down from the rooftop and headed to the cafeteria

I was behind them since im still processing all they have said, will i do it? How will i do it?

Then i saw sana, tzuyu, momo and mina passing by us, tzuyu told jihyo that they'll be heading back to the classroom

I felt my heart pounding so hard when mina passed by.. Then i looked back so see her walking away

To my surprise she also looked back

Time went so slow, our eyes met but it the gaze felt so sad. I guess were both sad?

Then i returned my gaze back then walked away with the girls and went inside the cafeteria.

We ordered our food then found a table for us to sit, after we sat down we ate our lunch

When jihyo suddenly asked something

"so is it true? You might possibly leave korea?" jihyo asked that made my eyes widened

How did she know?

"im sorry jeong we had to tell her..." dahyun said and looked down

"no its fine.. They deserve to know dahyun, and yes its possible and i might leave anytime" i said and looked at them

Nayeon looked so sad when i said its possible, dahyun and chaeyoung already know about this so they're not surprised and they can even visit me anytime so theres nothing new

"is there any chance you could stay?" nayeon asked

"i think there is no any chances.. Mom and dad are fixing everything already, they're planning to be together again so basically we'll stay with dad in states if everything got back the way it used to be...." i explained

I really dont wanna go there since i have my friends here, and my annoying cousin is there.. I dont wanna go there.

Im content staying here.

Even me... I even asked myself why do i have to leave korea to live in the states.

But at the same time, ive been praying for this to happen a very long time now...

I really want my family to be complete again

I guess everything is happening in the wrong timing.

"if ever you'll leave.....can you make your term good with mina?? Thats our last wish jeongie" jihyo daid

"ill try my best...making everything in good terms. it will be very hard for me to leave if it happens, ill think about it" i answered and slightly smiled at them

i know its 100% possible to happen, but at the same time making me and mina in good terms will make me hard to leave. She's my kryptonite remember?

"if ever you made up your mind already tell us right away, we'll help you to be in good terms with mina...besides my birthday is in February, i can ask her Mina cant say no if i asked her to talk with you" jihyo said and winked at me

I suddenly faked that im gonna throw up when jihyo winked at me, since winking doesnt really suit to jihyo..

"come on jihyo Just stop....you suck at winking" chaeyoung said

"if tzuyu is here. She'll even call you a broken train" dahyun said then nayeon burted out laughing

"HAHAHA thomas the train that malfunctions in winking" nayeon said then laughed so hard