I Can't Make You Love Me | •JeongMi•

Chapter 17

Mina•

Christmas break had already ended and so as new year, tomorrow is the first day of returning to school.

Im kinda nervous since im seeing jeongyeon again after so many weeks of christmas break.

I remembered they'll gonna compete next week for the battle of the bands since the sports competition will be happening too i hope they win.

Me and my family spend our christmas in japan with hyung, to be honest i really missed him after so many years i finally got the chance to talk and hang with him

I totally regret what ive said to him in the past, i really do shouldnt have said it, i should've just accepted him that day

Flashback

"mom, dad, mina im gay" hyung said

Mom and dad walked towards him and hugged him while me...

I stand still where i am, i cant believe what he said.. He's joking right?

"dont worry son we accept you, you're still my boy" dad said while jimin is still crying

"you're joking right? This is a prank isnt it?" i said then gave him a look like this isnt real right? Youre just joking right

He shook his head, telling me he's not joking or what

"h-hyung you're a man.. This is wrong" i said with stutter

"mina... Being true isnt wrong, this is me mina im gay... Please dont be disguted" jimin said then slowly walking towards me and tried to held my hands

I immediately stepped back and avoid him as i get disgusted

"you're disgusting... Go away from me" i calmly said but im mad.

"mina! Thats enough!" mom yelled at me

"I DONT HAVE A GAY BROTHER! I DONT HAVE A HOMOSEXUAL BROTHER" i shouted then ran to my room

I cant accept this.

Next day

I woke up then walk downstairs and saw mom and dad silently watching TV

Then i remembered what happened last night, ugh! He's getting to my nerves

"m-mina... Eat your breakfast alteady" mom akwardly said

"okay? Where's jimin?" i asked

They didnt answered me im losing my temper, i searched for him in the whole house but found nothing

"WHERE IS HE??!! IM GOING TO MAKE HIM CHANGE HIS DECISION" I yelled

Then dad stood up, he's mad

"HE LEFT BECAUSE OF YOU! I LOST MY SON BECAUSE OF YOU

DID YOU KNOW WHY HE DID IT BECAUSE HE DOESNT WANT YOU TO FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE! AFTER WHAT YOU SAID TO HIM HE STILL MANAGED TO THINK ABOUT YOU!" dad yelled then walked up stairs

Then mom followed him.. Mom is crying

I rolled my eyes

"how can they accept this gay shit? Ugh!" i groaned then ate my breakfast

End of flashback

Ever since that day jimin never contacted us, he really did distant himself away from me.

He really accepted the fact that im gonna hate him forever.

But i changed, im different now.

Finally we sort things out when we were at japan, all i can say is im complete now