I Can't Make You Love Me | •JeongMi•

Chapter 4

Continuation

Mina•

"you? What is your fear?" i asked because im already feeling the akwardness in the moment

"my fear? Is being hated by the person i value the most" jeongyeon answered and lookes down

"you must've been in pain? When that person hated you" i asked

"well im already in pain even though that person isn't starting to hate me yet" she explained, i got confused of what she said

What does she mean by this?

She's already in pain although that person doesnt still hate her why?

"why?" i asked again

"cause i know one day the truth will come out and i know she'll be hating me of hiding the truth" jeongyeon explained and she looked down

I looked at her she can't even look at me

Poor jeongyeonie, how can a person hate someone like her who's caring

"then tell her the truth" i replied and hold her hand

"even if i told her the truth, she's still going to hate me after all. I just can afford to lose her right now its too early" jeongyeon explained and this time she looked at me and smiled then i smiled back

This girl is too lucky isn't she? I wonder if this is a family or a friend

"let's proceed?" i asked and jeongyeon nodded at me while she's still holding my hand

"next is hate, oh boy this is gonna be so hard" i explained

"well ill start, i hate gay people that's it" i said straight to the point

Then i saw jeongyeon widened her eyes and gazed somewhere else

"c-can i ask why you hated gay people so much?" jeongyeon said and stuttered

"well i grew up knowing that god only created man for woman, and i just don't know. I feel very disgust whenever i see people like them" i explained

"is there any chance you could accept them?" jeongyeon asked again and looked at me very serious

"i don't really know" i replied and shrugged my shoulder

"you jeongyeoniee what do you hate?" i added

"well, i hate people who discriminates the people around them" jeongyeon answered very plainly

"so you hate me for hating gay people?" i suddenly asked

"well do you discriminate them?" jeongyeon answered back quickly

I was speechless, i think she was kinda mad but doesn't look like mad

Yes, i discriminate them... Im so sorry

"of course no, who am i to discriminate them" i lied as an excuse

"then i dont hate you" jeongyeon answered and smiled at me then i smiled back

Again, i felt my heart racing as jeongyeon smiled  at ne

This is time it's kinda hard to control the shortness of my breathe

"hey penguin? Are you fine?" jeongyeon asked and hold my hand

"of course!" i answered then jeongyeon opened her phone