Do I love a bad boy ?

Chapter 21

|| Austins POV ||

Austin .. Your the reason she left . She wants to die because of you . She left her family because of you .

The voices in my head wouldn't leave me alone . I couldn't Qconcentrate . But the voices in my head .. Kept telling me kill my self .. I want to die .. But I can't . What If Keegan comes back ? And they boys ? I can't leave them .

And sleeping with Lauryn didn't help. It made it worse . It made me miss Keegan more .

Kill yourself you worthless piece of shit .

" SHUT UP ! " i yelled

I pulled into my driveway and the voices kept saying thing .

I had my hands over my ears . Yelling shut up .

" SHUT UP ! " I screamed then dropped to the ground on my knees.

" Austin this is your fault . " I heard Keegan say

" SHUT UP " I screamed

I shook my head trying to get rid of my thoughts but it wasn't working .

" LEAVE ME ALONE ! " I screamed

" Austin ? " i heard someone say

I look up and see Keegan cutting .

" KEEGAN ! " I yelled

" Austin .. " she said fading away .

" Keegan no .. " I said reaching for her .

" Bye Austin .. "

" Keegan no .. " I said reaching for her .

She faded away and I heard the voices again .

She's gone and Its your fault

" No it's not ! " I yelled

I dropped to the ground and I heard someone run to me .

" Austin ?! " It sounded like Alex .

My eyes started shutting and it was hard to breath .

" Austin stay with me ! " Alex said .

Was it finally over ?

|| Alexs POV ||

" Austin ! " I yelled shaking him .

He wouldn't wake up .

" GUYS ! ALEXIS ! SKYLAR ! " I yelled

They ran out side and stopped dead in there tracks .

" Guys help me ! " I said my voice getting scratchy .

I was holding back my tears .. It wasn't working cause I was so scared .. I was scared that my best friend .. May have just .. Died in my arms ..

Robert ran to me and he said ;

" When have to take him to the hospital . "

We picked him up and the others ran and got in the car .

• skips to the hospital •

We were sitting in the waiting room. The doctor was in there looking to see if he could find what was wrong.

" Austin Mahone " we heard the doctor say

We ran to him and said ;

" Yes ? "

" He is okay . He should wake up soon . We are just unsure of what happened . We think he had an attack of some sort . Has he lost any one important in his life recently? "