Do I love a bad boy ?

Chapter 11

|| Keegans POV ||

• 15 minutes earlier •

" Austin what are you doing ? " I said

He was sitting there staring at them . I looked closer at him and say he was counting .

I pulled my arm back real fast but he wouldn't allow it .

" Austin stop your hurting me ! " I said

" Keegan . Please never do this . " he said

" It's not easy to not ! If you do it once you keep doing ! it's addicting.! " I said

" Next time you do this I will . " he said

" Why do you care so much ?! " I yelled

" BECAUSE I LOVE YOU KEEGAN.!" He yelled

I just sat there with my mouth hung open .

" I have a boyfriend Austin .. " was all I could say

" But he beats you Keegan . " he said with tears filling his eyes

" He smacked me .. He doesn't actually beat me . " I said

" I wouldn't hurt you tho .. " he said

" I know .. " I said

" But that's not good enough . Obviously you love him . I get it . Everyone leaves me . Everyone wants me to die . " he said and tried to go into the theater

" No Austin . I never said that . " I said

" Whatever . I just know . I'm not wanted . " he said than went into the theater .

I slowly walked in and held back my tears .

He is broken . I broke him .

|| Austins POV ||

I am Broken . She broke me .

She is the first girl I loved .. And she is going for the guy who beats her .

I get it cause who would want a 16 year old fuck up ?

The movie was over and I got in my car and drove off as fast as I could (Alex brought his car ) .

I saw bright lights and then black .

|| Alex's POV ||

" AUSTIN ! " Robert Zach and I screamed

We ran to the crash and he wasn't in his car .

I dropped and started bawling . I couldn't see , I was hyperventilating, I was a mess . The other guys were too .

" breath gentlemen . " a lady said running up to us .

" That's our best friend . " I could barely say .

She called 911 and they got here in minutes .

" Sir . Can I talk to you . " a paramedic said to me .

I was calmed by then but still crying a little .

" I don't know what got into him .. He was pissed off and crying and then he left the movie theater and he sped off and this happened . " I said

" Name of the boy in the car . " she said

" Austin Mahone . " I said

" Okay thank you . " she said then walked away .

" I'll be right back . " I said then started walking towards the girls .

" Why are you still here ? " I snapped

" I don't know .. " Keegan said

She seemed like she wanted to cry but wasn't gonna .

" I'm sorry I'm just upset . Can i talk to you Keegan ? " I said

She nodded yes and walked away from everyone with me .

" Do you know why he drove off so fast ? " I said

" Your gonna be pissed off at me .." She said

" Just tell me Keegan . " I said

" Well .. Austin saw Lucas slap me and he asked if I was okay .. " she said tears forming in her eyes .

" Go on .. " I said

" Well .. I wasn't . He knows that I have a bad past .. "

" What do you mean ? " I said

She looked over at the girls and they were watching .

She mouthed I'm sorry and she pulled up her sleeve . Her arm was full of scars and cuts .

I just sat there with my mouth hung open .

" And how does this involve Austin.?" I said

" Well he told me to promise him I wouldn't do it again and he found out I did and he said next time I do it he will . So I said why do you care so much ? And he said because I love you and I told him I had a boyfriend and he got upset .. I didn't mean for this to happen .. I'm so sorry Alex .. " she said tears falling out of her eyes .

I couldn't believe it .. Did he do this on purpose ? Did he try to commit suicide ? Was he gonna harm himself ?

I couldn't breathe or focus .. My best friend .. Tried to commit suicide..

I slowly walked away . I could barely walk . If he doesn't survive .. Neither will I .

|| Alexis POV ||

• 5 minutes earlier •

" I'm sorry " Keegan mouthed

She pulled up her sleeve and I died . AnaLeigh and I couldn't believe it .. She self harms . We started bawling.. Keegan continued talking to Alex for a few minutes and then walked back over to us .

" Keegan .. " AnaLeigh whispered

" I wanted to tell you guys .. But I couldn't find the right time .. " she said

" How long have you done this ? " I asked

" Since skylar died .. " she whispered

Tears kept falling out of my eyes and I walked to the car and got in .

I couldn't handle knowing my best friend self harms .. I can't .