My brothers Best friend | | Mattia Polibio

Part 60

I woke up got dressed and went downstairs and seen the boys on the couch. I walked passed them and went into the kitchen to get a glass of water.
Kyle-you hungry y/n?
Y-I'm fine
I grabbed the glass of water and went outside and sat on the porch looking outside. It was around 10 minutes and I seen Jakes car pull up. He got put the car and walked towards me
Jake-h-hey y/n
Y-hi Jake
Jake-do you uhh wanna hang out today?
He said scratching the back of his neck
Y-look Jake what happened last night. I was just upset and I should've have went to you
Jake-oh. Umm yea I get it
Y-sorry.
He looked at me and nodded his head
Y-uhh just wait here and I'll give your shirt back

I walked into the house and made eye contact with the boys. I ignored them and walked into my room grabbed Jakes shirt and walked back downstairs to the front porch. I didn't shut the door completely since I was gonna go back inside after.
Y-here you go
I handed him his shirt
He grabbed the shirt and pulled my hand marking me kiss him. Until I pulled away
Y-Jake I-I can't
Jake-your right. I-sorry
He smiled and walked away to his house. I walked back inside and seen all the boys staring at me. Shit
Mattia-so that's who's shirt that was?
He bit his cheek
Y-Mattia I-
He got up and tried leaving but I grabbed his arm
Mattia-leave me alone
He pulled away
Y-let me explain!
Mattia-there's nothing too explain. If this is the space you wanted then go for it?!
He moved me away but I grabbed him pushing him to the wall
Kairi-oh fuck?!
I heard Kairi whisper
Y-just let me talk to you for once. The one time I'm trying to talk to you, you run away! You always run away when we argue. Yes I slept with Jake! Do I regret it?! 100%! I just I wasn't thinking and I went to his house and one thing led to another and it happened! We broken up Mattia and I get that I still should've have done that if I still wanna be with you! But I-I just I'm sorry?!
Mattia-I-I can't do this right now
He walked out the door and left
I wiped the tears away and walked up to my room and shut the door.
Kyle and the boys tried talking to me but I ignored them.i got a call from Roshaun and Alvaro but I didn't answer.
Why am I being like this?! My mom wouldn't want me to act like this? Who can I talk to now. My moms dead and Keyly just used me. I can't talk to the boys right now after how I just acted.