My brothers Best friend | | Mattia Polibio

Part 32

I went downstairs all the boys staring at me.....
Kyle-hey sis feeling better
Y/n-not at all kyle
Kairi shoved Mattias arm so he can speak
M-h-hey (your nickname)
Y/n-hey Tia
Mattia looked up smiling at what she called him
I walked down the stairs their eyes never left my sight
I walked toward the couch and said
Y/n-umm guys c-can I talk to Mattia alone please
Ale-yea we'll be in your room, kyles smells like shit
I giggled
Kairi-theres that laugh we love
They walked upstairs closing my room door
I walked up and sat next to Mattia
I couldn't look at him I was quiet until Mattia spoke up. I wanted to get up and run
M-y/n please don't run away this time! The night at the party when you saw Cynthia and I. I didn't want to kiss her. When I went to social bash that's when I met her we talked yea and I guess she caught feeling. I told her I had feeling for and that I got the girl I wanted. She started texting me the day of the party. I told her to stop cause I was with you but she didn't.When we were having fun dancing she pulled me away from you she said she wanted talk and she went upstairs to kai's room we talked for a bit but I guess when she heard footsteps she grabbed my face and kissed me I swear y/n I don't want her. I want you
He said as he grabbed my hands tears rolling down his face
Y/n-I-I believe you Mattia
M-so are we good ?
Y/n-were good. But I can't be in a relationship right now tia
M-w-what ?
His voice cracking
Y/n-every time I'm in a relationship something goes bad. Every time I feel happy I end up being hurt
M-but I'll never hurt you
Y/n-I know you wouldn't but something does that ends the relationship. I love you Mattia I really do love you, but I can't right now
I said letting go of his hands
M-please y/n p-please don't leave me
He said tears rolling down his face
I grabbed his face looking at him in his eyes
Y/n-I'll never leave you Mattia. I'll always be right here. I just need some time. We'll get back together, just wait
M-promise?
Y/n-promise
I said smiling
M-can I get on last kiss? Please
I smiled nodding my head
I leaned in and so did Mattia.
We gave each other one last kiss
I wiped the tears off of mattias cheek
Y/n-I love you....
M-I love you
Mattia hugged me and I hugged him not wanting to let go
I walked back upstairs opening the door and kairi ale and Kyle fell on the floor
Kairi-ow! Oh hey y/m what's up?
He said playing cool
Ale-we weren't listening to that
Scratching the back of his head
Kyle-you good?
Y/n-could be better
They all hugged me and we went downstairs with Mattia his eyes puffy and red
We ordered food and Kyle made sure I ate. I made sure Mattia ate they all left and I went up to my room looking at the memories me and Mattia had. I really do love him

Mattias pov
I should have never talked to Cynthia knowing I love y/n. It's over it's really over. But one day we'll be together again. She promised me. I'll never stop loving her no matter what I'll always love her. She's been by my side for a long time. I don't know what I'd do without her. I was looking through memories we had together. I smiled at every single photo we had remembering them all. When we met in middle school, first day of freshman year when spilled food on her shirt and I gave her my sweater. Our first date... Valentine's Day... I love you y/n your my world.