Switches off as the room turned dark
My imaginations turned wildly bright
And you were the light in my mind
I promised myself I'll have better night visions after you left
I should be able to see in the dark again
Without getting lost
Without any light
Without....you
But I couldn't
I could not, babe
I didn't want to be left alone in pitch black darkness
I'm too afraid of the still night
So even though I know that I shouldn't,
I lit you up
And there you are,
Looking so bright just like this morning how the sun came up
You and your perfect bearded jawline
Your long eyelashes
Your slightly parted kissable lips
Oh how I want to run and hold you tight
But somehow whenever I do, I couldn't quite reach you
Or there are obstacles
Maybe this is like an endless gameplay
The choice is to keep playing or give up
And the grand prize is love
I wanted to win so bad
You were my prize, of course I wanna win
I wanted you
But the universe keeps telling me to give up
But my heart says you're worth every obstacle
I am willing to die and resurrect for you
Because you are my prize, my love
But there is no winner, right?
As right as it feels with you
As much love as I feel for you
Maybe you weren't the prize of love I deserved
Maybe we have a long way to go
And this isn't game over yet
Or
Maybe it is game over,
For you
You lost
But I win
And the prize, is me
- n. n
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it's ok to have feelings
Poetry"it's ok to have feelings" is a collection of poems and writings which were written initially out of fear of having feelings and telling the world how she actually feels but she then embraces it through the power of these written words
