Dear S,

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At most times when you feel close to me, I have this really sad thought of wanting to chase you away and make you run away from me so I won't have anyone or anything to look forward to. Because I look forward to you all the damn time.

Your magnetic force is so strong it keeps pulling me in and I didn't wanna resist when I know I have to.

But I can't I can't I can't.

Your faith in me is unmatched for and no one believes in me more than you do and sometimes I felt like it would be easier for you to just....not believe in me anymore, you know?

Thanks for staying still.

Love, N

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