SML Let Me Fix You

pathetic

Cody's POV

Ugh God this is boring. I thought while waiting for the teacher to finish whatever the hell he's talking about. Man I cant believe I actually used to like school thinking back on it. ugh the hell was wrong with me? I'm way to smart for this bullshit. Welp guess it's time to stalk Jr I then continued to subtly and normally began to stare into jr's eyes like the normal ok perfectly sane and totally not creepy in anyway shape or form type of way. Jr wasn't paying the slightest bit of attention to the teacher or me for that matter but instead was doodling something in his sketchbook I could not make out what it was however. I need to get fucking hobby  Jesus Christ I probably should just ditch again this shit is so dull. I was about to get up and leave until the teacher said something that peaked my interest. Oh class one more thing tomorrow we will be going on a field trip to Japan for 3 days I will be handing out your permission slips after today's assignment. Whoa what!!!!??? That got the whole classes attention. wait what how are we able to afford that!!!?? I asked. settle down class I assure you all your questions will be answered you see a certain someone is funding this field trip which includes food and hotel costs. What!? who who could possibly be rich enough to fund a trip to Japan for an entire classroom for 3 days and be dumb enough to waste it on high school students!?!? In the first place!!?? This guy is either retarded ,stupid rich, or bored as fuck! I yelled. Umm excuse you!? I turned my head to the classroom door and I saw someone I'd thought I'd never see in a shitty public school like this. Richard goodman an old friend and an asshole. Wait is that... Richard!!?? Jr yelled in surprise. yes class he,s the one funding our trip. Ok but why though a girl in our class yelled. Because I lost a bet with my dad so not only do I have to use part of my daily allowance!! I also have to attend this shitty ass public school with you peasant scum for the rest of highschool!!!. Thank you for specifing the amount of money used for the biggest thing that will probably ever happen to us is a portion of your daily allowance yes that was a piece of information we all needed to know you also called us peasants so that's fun. I said sarcastically. Class class settle down!!! Richard go take the empty seat next to Cody cause why not and do your assignment! The teacher yelled. Fine whatever I'll do it but I'm gonna complain the entire time Richard complied taking a seat next to me unfortunately. And to assert my dominance I then proceeded to threateningly show him the knife that was in my pocket making sure no one else saw it he responded in kind by showing me a gold knife that was in his and then went back to his assignment. Oh this is gonna be fun I thought

Time skip:
After school

We were all waiting for our rides to get here behind the school well everyone besides Jr who walks home but prosided  to wait with us anyway.
Wow Richard it's so cool that you're gonna be attending school with us again Jr said. yeah I guess it's kinda cool as long as I don't have to talk with any of the other peasants here Richard responded. I still can't believe you managed to piss off the entire volleyball team and get into 3 fights on your first day Joseph said what did you even say to them. Nothing racist Richard said. still keep this up and you'll probably out do Cody. Cody's eyes widened for second oh fuck that! I'm the agent of chaos around here! no way is this rich ass clown gonna out do me!! Cody said offended. um excuse me I know your not talking with them thick as glasses you got on can you see now!!?? Richard exclaimed. I can't tell if you're retarded or sucidal for even daring to talk to me like that Cody responded. you wanna fight?! Let's go!? And just like that the two imedeantly started to try and kill each other while Jr and Joseph began to watch in awe. Come on guys knock it off were all friends here Jr reasoned I'm about to kick your ball sack into your eyeballs ugly bitch!!! Cody screamed. Joseph what should we do Jr said as he turned towards Joseph only to find him recording the whole thing. JOSEPH!!!! Jr yelled in disbelief. What?! You won't believe the amount veiws this shit gets on YouTube Joseph responded. hey watch it asshole this shirt could buy your whole family tree!!! Richard yelled.
Go for the knee caps Cody!!! Joseph cheered. I hope we'll all still be friends after this.

Jr's POV

I started walking home after me an Joseph finally broke up the fight after they took out fucking knives and only after I begged Joseph to put down the phone. why are all my friends psycho paths. but at least Cody and Richard made up after but eventually his ride got there and bye ride I mean a golden Ferrari. and he made sure to get in the car as slow as possible starring Cody dead in his eyes the entire time so that was pretty funny. Cody was so mad hehehehhehe and then immediately Cody overtook all my thoughts so much about him has changed over the years I used to be worried that when he got out of juvie he'd be too different for us to ever hangout ever again but in all honesty it feels like so much has changed but inside he's still Cody. I then took a Shakey breath thinking about him I remember back when we were kids he was so submissive and quiet. always the butt of the joke always listening to the teacher and doing his work. But now he walks around like he owns the earth. he always speaks his mind never afraid to Do what he wants. Its like he's been liberated I wonder what changed during the six years of juvie. You know what has changed a voice in the back of my mind spoke he's changed for the better because of not being around you!
Stop.
Admit it you always held him back always put him down always bullying him.
Shut up.
You were always a cancer for everyone whose been around yo always making everyone's lives missarable.
Stop talking.
Why do you still exist you should just kill yourself!!!
That's not true!!!
I looked up to see I made it home. that was fast I thought I went to open the door my hand shaking a bit in the process I'm not in the mood to deal with home stuff right now but dispite that I opened the door anyway and quietly began to make my way to my room. please don't be awake  please don't be awake. I chanted in my head I made it to my bed room door and was almost about to open it untill I heard. My dad yell Jr!!! I the froze and glupped I turned around to find my dad staring at me looking extremely pissed off holding a belt in his hand. Uh umm hey Dad I said sheepishly. do you know what time it is!!! He yelled I glanced at a nearby clock um 6:30 I responded. exactly your 30 minutes past your curfew!! But I thought my curfew wasn't until seve...I was interupted when the back of my dads hand collided with my jaw. I then stumbled back holding my jaw in pain. that should teach you to talk back to me I can't believe I raised such a failure my father said as he began to walk back to his room. like you actually raised me to begin with I mumbled I thought he was out of earshot but I was wrong he turned around stomping towards me gripping his belt tight what did you say boy!!! He yelled. I let out an undignified squeak before my dad, well I'm sure you know what happens next

Later...
I limped back into my room covered in bruises on my arms and legs thankfully none around my faceil area so i could hide the bruises from my friends easily I then turned towards my dresser and opened the bottom drawer and took out a razor blade and began to slit my wrists I made 5 cuts before flopping back on my bed. why am I so pathetic I said before passing out from the pain.