After 5 years (Bucky Barnes)

9.

We were sitting on the bed me in his arms for a while. I pulled away from his chest "I'm sorry." I said sniffling "hey there's nothing for you to be sorry about." He said wiping away my tears "I know what it's like for your brain to be doing something bad to you." He said "it's not fun." He said "but we can get you through this together." He said holding my hands "because you didn't get everyone you love taken away." He said "you got me back didn't you?" He asked "yea." I said "and that's something that is looking up for you because maybe you don't love yourself or you hate that you lost people that are important to you." He said "and that's understandable because you have been through so much in your life and you have so much love to give and you have been taking care of other people your whole life." He said "and I think it's time for you to let someone take care of you. Someone who loves you." He said I looked in his eyes "and who would that be?" I asked "me." He said "you love me?" I asked "of course you are the woman of my dreams." He said "god I love you." I said kissing him.

"Um do you have any condoms?" He asked pulling away from the kiss I smirked got up and went to my closet "also one of Nat's gifts she really hoped I would put myself out there." I said showing him the box "oh yea she really hoped didn't she?" He asked "well she was all out of luck I never did." I said opening the box "well I guess it came in handy after all." He said smirking as I walked over to the bed with a couple of condoms in my hand. He grabbed my waist

~scene cut because I'm not good at writing the sexy times.~

"Wow." I said lying with my head on Bucky's chest with the sheets over us "yea that was amazing." He said rubbing my arm that was against his chest "was that your first time in 70 years?" I asked "oh that's not a good sign." He said "oh no you were fucking amazing I was just wondering if anything has changed for you since you last did." I said "you mean did the experiments change anything related to sex?" He asked "well yea." I said "no they didn't none of that got changed from what it was." He said "I'm not complaining." I said "and plus the metal arm comes in handy." I said smirking at him "oh you like the metal arm do you?" he asked tracing down my back with his metal arm which not only sent shivers down my spin but also turned me on a little "yea it's different." I said "well I'm glad you liked it." He said. "can I ask you a question?" I asked "yea of course." he said "well I was thinking I can't stay here forever so I'm gonna try and find myself an apartment and I was wondering if you would want to join me." I said "you mean live with you?" he asked "yea." I said looking at his face "I would love to." he said "really?" I asked smiling "yea I would love to live with you." he said smiling "I love you." I said "I love you too." he said kissing me.

~next day~

We walked down the stairs I was following Pepper and Morgan. We walked out to the dock I stood there as the wreath drifted away. Happy put his arm around my waist comforting me I was crying. After awhile everyone started turning and going back inside I stood there for a little while crying harder I turned around and started walking back past everyone and towards Bucky he immediately wrapped his arms around my waist hugging me I was crying into his chest. We were standing like that for probably 10 minutes at first I was crying into his chest and then I ran out of tears and was just sniffling and feeling comforted in his arms.

I lifted my head up from his chest looking at him he looked at me "I miss him." I said "I know." Was all he said I leant my forehead against his my hands were on his chest "why does everyone I love leave?" I asked he pulled his head away looking at my face "not everyone." He said "I'm not leaving you okay?" He asked "I will always be right by your side to take care of you." He said "okay?" He asked "okay." I said "let's go inside before everyone starts getting worried." He said I looked around everyone had gone inside he took my hand in his flesh hand and we walked back upstairs and inside. I stayed basically attached to him all night.

Bucky was talking to Steve and Sam I walked up behind him and rested my head on his back wrapping my arms around his waist from behind "you got a leach there." Sam said I moved so I was on Bucky's side still holding him he wrapped his arm around me "I'm tired." I said yawning leaning my head against his chest "it is getting late." Steve said "yea and it's been an emotional day if she doesn't sleep soon she'll get mad at me." Bucky said I looked up at him trying to look mean "okay that was just adorable." He said "wow who would've thought the mighty winter soldier being brought down by a little girl." Sam said "hey I'm not little." I said pouting "nothing is scarier then an angry girlfriend." Bucky said I couldn't help but smile into his chest that was the first time he called me his girlfriend "girlfriend huh? So it's finally official?" Steve asked "finally?" Bucky asked "we've been waiting for you two to actually get together since the day you met." Sam said "well I guess you all had it from the beginning." Bucky said "but you know if you hurt her it's your ass that's getting beat." Sam said "yea friends or not no one breaks our Lily's heart." Steve said "don't worry I think I would die before doing anything to hurt her." Bucky said I smiled at him then yawned "okay come on we'll go to bed." Bucky said "I'll see you guys tomorrow." He said we said goodnight to some people then went upstairs I was still attached to him "come on go and get changed." He said closing the door I detached from him took my shirt and pants off putting them in the basket I took my bra off putting it in the basket as well then collapsed onto the bed "really?" He asked "I'm comfortable." I said before dozing off.

Bucky's P.O.V

"I'm comfortable." She said I shook my head taking my clothes off leaving me in my boxers I walked over to the bed to see her fast asleep on top of the sheets. I smiled looking at her and managed to lift the sheets and duvet out from under her and putting it over her. I turned the lights off and got into bed next to her facing her she immediately leant her head and hand against my chest and her legs became entangled with mine I draped my arm over her gently massaging her head.