Locked Heart (A Jimin Love Story)

LOA

~LOA~

One thing about love that no one seems to acknowledge is that it's great when it's amazing but terrible when it goes south. I shouldn't even be surprised over the ending of me and Jimin but somehow I thought we would have worked it out. 

"Hey Lo. I'm not paying you to stand around." My boss complained while throwing a towel at me and I grabbed a bucket to collect dirty dishes that was on a table waiting to be cleaned off.  I started wiping the table down with a wet washcloth. 

The radio in the diner was playing some BTS songs. I felt a slight smile on my face beaming, Jimin sounded truly beautiful on Fake Love. I was happy that he broke through America. I put my apron down along with the bucket of dirty dishes in the back of the kitchen. 

Ashlee smiled at me while I put the order book in my locker. I grabbed my coat and put it over my body. I started walking away from the diner and that's when I collided with someone. I instantly noticed the pink hair along with pink shades and those ripped jeans that I had gotten for him on his birthday just last year. 

"Jimin." 

"L" 

Time froze and I felt my heart beat out of my chest. Jimin was biting down on his lip but he gave me one of his signature smile that made me fell in love with him. 

"You look good." 

"So do you?" 

It was weird because the truth is that Jimin and I used to goof around and talk about things but we both had our secrets that ruined us and individually. I wished I didn't lose Jimin. 

"Congratulations on your awards. You conquered America." 

"Yeah thanks." 

Jimin rubbed the back of his neck and I just couldn't help but twist the ring that was still on my finger on my left hand. Jimin gave it to me last Christmas. Jimin looked down at my hand. 

"You still have it." 

"Yeah." 

"I miss you." 

"I miss you too." I whispered the words but Jimin could hear me loud and clearly. The rain started pouring down but in that moment, I didn't care about myself getting wet or even a cold. This was the first time that me and Jimin actually spoke to each other in months. 

He was busy living his life and I wasn't apart of that life. 

"We should have never broke up." Jimin stood in front of me while grabbing my hands and I clutched to his hands. "I really do love you and I meant every word last Christmas." 

"I will never stop loving you ever." 

"Can we try one more time?" 

Could I take another heartbreak? Could I let him inside of my heart? It was a sign that I saw him tonight.  I was still holding onto him and Jimin pulled my waist and his plump lips was placed onto mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck. Jimin smiled and pulled away. 

"I'll take that as a yes." 

He spun me around in his arms. We were both soaking wet. He placed his forehead on mine. Our moment was gone when his cell phone started to ring. Jimin looked at his phone and answered it. 

"Yes, I'll be back in a few moments. Yes RM, I will be back in time for our concert tonight. Where am I? You don't need to know cause I will be there in time." 

Jimin sighed and hung up the phone. 

"Guess it's your time to go out there and perform." I smiled at him. 

"Can I see you tonight?" 

"Yeah, I will be at my place." 

I told him and kissed his cheek and I watched as Jimin walked away getting smaller each time. I got into my car and I sighed. I drove home and as soon as I collapsed on the couch feeling so tired.  

I hopped into the shower and changed into a set of comfy clothes. I stopped at a door that was closed since early this year. I couldn't bear to go into that room, it was locked so many memories, so many heartbreaks that me and Jimin went through. 

The doorbell rang and I answered it to see it was Jimin. I looked outside to see it was just him and only him. 

We sat on my couch and I cuddled up to him. Jimin smiled at me while I placed my head on his heart just listening to his heartbeat. 

Jimin will always feel like home to me and he will always be my safety. 

"What time you set to leave L.A." 

"I have to be on the plane by tomorrow early. RM was throwing a fit about me not being committed to BTS. I'm allowed to have my own personal life." Jimin threw a fit and I sit criss-crossed from him and Jimin crossed his legs to. 

Jimin was beautiful with no doubt. It was killing me to ask Jimin but I couldn't help but wonder if things were to change this time around.  

"I'm guess your mother hates me still." 

I didn't answer him but I just sighed at him. 

"Look I get it. You're dating a korean." 

"Is that what we are now currently? Just dating." 

"It was stupid of us to engaged so fast." 

I bit my lip not saying anything else. I didn't need to say anything more. Jimin and I walked down in my apartment and he stopped at a door that had a name on it JUNE. 

Jimin bit his lip and rushed out of the apartment. I sighed while sitting down on the floor. I grabbed the necklace that I never took off and I felt the tears leave my eyes. I went to my bed and curled in myself and let the tears fall. 

I wonder how anyone would feel knowing Jimin and I were dating and we held one of the biggest secrets to ourself. I wonder if Jimin ever told the boys about his feelings.