A Collection of My Mind

Forgive You Not

I haven't come to terms of forgiving you or not.

My mind craves our memories, but my heart is unsure.

This isn't what I wanted, but here we are playing strangers.

Please see this from my point of view.

Everyone seems to cope with our misunderstanding.

               But you and I are trying to stay oblivious 

            of each other.

     Does anyone understand what I'm trying to do?

This is me trying to save you.

Your care-free spirit has been replaced with a lonesome child who's looking for a new place to venture.

What happened to you?

You lost your spirit over the summer venue.

It isn't fair that I've lost you, but others are allowed to acknowledge you.

Can't we just smile and pretend like nothing happened? 

But even I know that's not how it will end.

Maybe this is just a stop to where we really belong

As of right now though, I forgive you not.

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Can you find the hidden message?

Hint: It runs through lines 1-8.

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I'd like to dedicate this to yourapocalypse because I love her writing technique, her details and how easily she can suck you into her work. I also love the fact that behind her work, there is a story about who she is or what she has gone through, so please take a look at her work!! Much appreciated <3