Mi Razon De Ser (under reconstruction)

Chapter 30

Saras P.O.V

"zabdi" i say sounding more like a whisper

"sara look out the balcony" he says quickly and hangs up

i look at the double doors that lead outside with a confused look on my face. listening to zabdiel i get up and head towards the double doors i open I look around but dont see nothing until i get closer to the railing i see zabdi,chris,richard,and erick holding a rose while zabdi is holding a guitar

they looked up me with tears in their eyes. regret written all over their face

Zabdiel started strumming the guitar strings

"si..si te vas a ir" chris started singing to cometa

they all started harmonizing to the chorus bringing tears to my eyes they really came across the country to apologize to me. I cover my mouth trying not to ugly cry

i continue watching them but something was off i noticed that one person was not here

he wasnt here

but why should i care i have victor

After the guys were done they looked up at me with pleading eyes. I just look at them and go back inside. Yes the gesture was so beautiful but they did hurt me so much. I feel my heart drop as i plop on my bed letting my face hit the mattress

*knock....knock*

"ughhhh i just layed down" i mutter into my sheets

i hear another knock

i get up and open my room door but no one was their confused i look outside and no one was there i close my door and hear another knock but it didnt come from my bedroom door

i go to my balcony door and open it only to have 4 guys fall from it

"oh my god you guys are locos" i say looking at them confused

"how did you guys get up here" I question them

"we climbed shawty let me tell you erick may seem light but hes heavy" richard says as he rubs his back

"estan locos" i laugh

"mira princessa ay cosas que nosotros queremos decirte" zabdiel says

"we're sorry for everything for causing you pain and for not leaving things clear" christopher says as he holds my hand

"we are sorry and I hope you can forgive us" richard says looking at me with hope in his eyes

"look what you guys did to me did hurt me, you guys left without saying anything without an explanation, you guys werent there for me when he broke my heart. I get hes your bestfriend but you guys are like brothers to me " i say feeling the warm liquid run down my face as the memories start coming to me

"you guys said que nunca me dejarian" i cry i feel zabdi wrap a arm around me and pull me close to him

after a while of sobbing i come to my senses and decide to speak again

"Los perdono not completely but i forgive you guys its going to be ...a while until i can trust you guys" i say with my voice being a little shaky

"we understand but its a step closer" they say and hug me

"pero por que" i say as they release me from the hug

"well..." zabdiel began telling me about the contract and how joel had to fake date emilia but in the end he did really end up catching feelings

how they all had to agree to not talk to me but zabdiel would try and sneak a call but he would get caught sometimes.

"wow" is all i could say when hearing this information. It was so much to take in

i understand why they had to do it but i dont know why i start tearing up

"i need some air" i say as i get up from the bed and head outside

I walk outside and feel the crisp Autumn air hit my skin

"sabes que trataba de llamarte" I hear behind me and see zabdiel standing there with his hands in his pocket

"por que no me dijieron antes" i said trying to control myself

"no se por miedo" he responds

i turn back to look into the distance

"sara youre getting a call victor" richard says as he comes and gives me my phone

"hey princess how has your day been" victor asks

"im good i got a big surprised today" i say looking at the 4 goofs in my bedroom

"what was it" vic asks

"come over and youll see" i say as i hang up

I look at them and smile they really are something else and I just realized my quince is a month and a half away

i swear im so happy victor is here too

i mean he made me laugh,feel butterflies in my stomach, made me blush like no one could,the way he held my hand I swear joel makes me happy

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.

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Wait JOEL i thought

Oh my god im in love with joel pimentel de leon

i try and shake the thought of my head

a weird feeling came to my gut it felt like guilt

i feel like i just cheated on victor

"hey what was the sur-" i hear as i see the devil himself walking through the door

"oh hey guys" victor says awkwardly as he sees the guys on my bed

"hey whats up man" richard says

"que onda loco" chris and erick say in unison

"hola victor" zabdi says with a serious tone

"hey princess" victor comes and hugs me

"hey" i say as i stare at the window still having the thought in my head

"uh-hum" i turn and see chris clear his throat

"so guys want to eat i bought pizza" victor says as he lets go off me

the guys immediately perk their heads up and run to the kitchen

"watch out dont fa-" i try to warn them but immediately heard someone fall

"PERO POR" i yell at them

"PENDEJOS" they yell back

i laugh at the respond and head towards downstairs

we all got pizza and sat around the living area. we talked about what has happened so far and also about Halloween

"that reminds me we want to invite the both of you to a Halloween party at the end of the month" Chris says handing me a invitation

"we are gonna sing" zabdi says

"thank you guys but victor and i are-" i get cut off again

"we would love to" victor says and takes it

I stand there in shock that means im going to see

joel

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