Saraith P.O.V
"I just dont understand becky why are they mad over a video with my bestfriend" i say frustratingly throwing myself on the couch while letting out a big sigh "i mean its unfair they can give girls kisses on the cheek and i dont get mad , but if a guy gives me a kiss on the cheek all of a sudden im a hoe" i rant to her while trying to hold in my tears
"i know babe guys are stupid and i already tried talking to frankie but he just ignores me" becky said as shes getting her hair done
"Zabdiel told me that joel is like that too" i say laying my head on a pillow letting my tears start pouring out of my face
"Dont cry mamas just give them time, soon enough both will realize they got mad for a stupid reason" becky says as i sob onto my pillow
"something else happened last night" i face the camera wiping my tears
"SARAITH PLEASE TELL ME YOURE NOT PREGNANT" she yells with wide eyes
"no no never that plus it would take a couple of weeks to know"i say laughing a little
"what happened hermanita (sister) spill the muthafuckin tea" she says sipping her macchiato
"victor told me he had feelings for me and he also kissed me" I say blushing
"OMFG BITCH i swear you a little hoe" becky says laughing
"HEYYY RUDE"i laugh at the comment
"but yeah that happened and i felt something in me twist and idk" i say thinking back to last night my heart exploded out of my chest
"AWWWWW SHE HAS A CRUSH" becky says winking at me
"Joel is here" i say trying to ignore the subject
"mhmm sure play stupid" she says giving me the "really bitch look"
***incoming facetime call from joel***
i feel my heart explode and feel a slow smile get plastered onto my face
"JOEL IS CALLING" i yell
"WELL ANSWER"she says yelling back
i nod and hang up and answer joel
"He-"i got cut off by people talking
"look i know you like her just ask her out already" i hear a girls voice tell joel
"i know but what about sara? i love her and i dont want to hurt her " joel replies
"Sara....Sara....Sara thats all you ever talk about. sara this sara that. wasnt she just with a guy yesterday. she has a new guy everyday, she doesnt know what she wants. what if she is just using you. Piensa (think) Joel give emilia a chance" the girl said
"I will later tonight" joel says
"JOEL" i scream
"what was that" joel says
"I HATE YOU" i scream and hang up
I felt a part of my heart die right there.
the warm salty liquid falling from my eyes
my head pounding
and my heart breaking is all i felt.
I know we are not together but it feels like me and him were but i know that i fucked up too with victor.
I feel my phone vibrate and it flashes joels name across the screen
I ignore it and continue to sob onto my pillows
i hear someone open the door
"Leave me alone" i say crying onto the pillow not checking who was at the door
"HEY que paso corazon(what happened my love)" I hear victors voice
" I dont wanna talk to you" i say hiding my face away from him
"what did i do" he asks himself
"you wanna know what you did... you ruined my chance with joel. ITS YOUR FAULT" I say crying
"but we didnt do anything" victor says to himself
"NO BUT YOU RUINED IT" i say getting up and hitting his chest
"I HATE YOU... I HATE YOU...I HATE YOU" I hit his chest repeatedly
i feel his wrap his arm around me and his warmth calms
i buried my head onto his chest and just let myself cry
"its okay mamas let it all out i got you" victor says rubbing circles on my back
all i can do is cry
"here lets lay down" victors says carrying me back to the bed
i nod my head and continue to sob onto his chest
we lay down and he just starts playing with my head and comforting me
all i can feel are my eyes getting heavy and closing falling into deep darkness,
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and here it is ik its short i promise next one will be longer
anyway lmk what you think and should frankie and sara have something
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Mi Razon De Ser (under reconstruction)
Fanfictionso if it doesnt make sense thats bc its under construction for a better plot
