Unexpected

Chapter 25

    I blinked open my eye, the light of dawn shining into my room, making it look as if it was glowing. I smile, today is going to be a good day! I can feel it!
    I pull back the covers, jumping out of bed. I changed in a pair of clothes, then walked out going into the bathroom brushing my hair and teeth. Time to see the therapist, I haven't seen her in so long.
    I walk out of the bathroom to bump into someone, their arms wrapping around my waist. I look up, expecting to see one of the countries, but my eyes widened in horror.
    Ryder.
    There was a sickening smirk on his face. "Hey sweetheart. Miss me?~" He asked. I noticed there was blood splattered on his clothes and a gun laid in his hands.
    I kneed him in the gut and shoved in away quickly. I bolted down the hallway, I noticed that the walls were splattered in blood and the carports had red streaks on them. Seemingly turning the house into a blood bath.
     I ran out into the living room to see bodies littered across the area. My breath caught in my throat, my hand covering over my mouth, tears pricking my eyes.
    I recognized the bodies... they were the countries. I felt my foot hit something, I turn around to see Echo. Her lifeless body lying still, a bullet wound in the head.
    "No." I mumbled.
    "Oh (Y/N) dear~" I look up to see Ryder holding the gun to Grey's head. Greg tried to shake out of his grip, showed no promise of getting out.
    My fear turned to hatred, "Let him g-"
    "Sorry love, but that can't happen." Then a shot fired, Grey laid on the ground, limp. His eyes glazed over.
    "No!" I screamed out, I crashed down on my knees, tears spilling over my eyes.
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    "No!" I scream out, shooting up into a sitting position. My breathing heavy, tears falling down my face. I look around in panic, I felt hands on my shoulders.
    I tried swatting them away saying, "Get away from me!"
    "(Y/N)! Calm down it's me!" I heard a familiar voice shouted.
    I look over to see Germany, his eyes glistening with worry.
Germany's POV
    I let out a small groan, running my hands through my hair in frustration. I couldn't sleep at all, so I've been on my phone trying to get my work done.
     "Maybe a splash of cold water will help." I grumbled, getting up out of bed, setting my phone down.
    I walk out of my room, shutting the door behind me silently. I walk over to the bathroom but froze when I heard someone whimper.
     I look around to look for the source, I heard it again but this time someone whimpering our a small, "No."
    I walk up to (Y/N)'s door, is she having a nightmare? Then she screamed at the top of her lungs, "No!" I panicked, opening up the door quickly, running straight to her side.
    Her eyes were stricken with panic and fear, her skin was as pale as a ghost, and tears streamed down her cheeks. She was looking around in panic, as if making sure something horrifying wasn't there.
    I placed my hands on her shoulder, gaining her attention. She tried hitting my hands off saying, "Get away from me!"
    "(Y/N) it's me!" I shouted. She looks up at me, her tears slowing down to a stop.
    "Germany?" She questioned. Then her lips twitched as she started to cry. I pulled her into an embrace, placing my head on top of hers.
    "Shhh, it's ok. I'm here. I'm here." I said soothingly, rubbing her back. She sobbed into my shirt for a good five minutes before pulling away, "Sorry... for acting like a child."
    She sniffled, wiping her tears away with the back of her hands. "Hey, we all get terrible nightmares from time to time. It's ok." I reassured her, keeping my hand on her shoulder.
    She sniffled again, "I'll got get you some tissues." With that I stood up and quickly headed towards the bathroom.
(Y/N)'s POV
    Idiot, crying over a bad dream. C'mon since when did you ever... cry? I have been crying recently have I? That's strange ... is this what normal people call sadness? Or is this a effect of fear? Or even stress?
I was snap out of my thoughts when a wad of toilet paper was in my view. "Here you go." Germany said softly.
"Thanks." I replied, taking the wad out of his hands. I blew my nose in them, till it wasn't running anymore.
"What was it about?" Germany asked, sitting on the side of my bed. I look down, fiddling with my hands, my body tensing up. "You know... they say if you tell someone about your bad dream ... it won't appear a second time." He added, scooting a little closer to me.
I let out a trembling sigh, "Everyone was dead, even Echo. There was ... blood everywhere. Ryder was the one that killed all of you and then he killed Grey in front of me." Germany's eyes widened in shock.
He smiled reassuringly, "Don't worry that won't ever happen. If anything Russia and America would beat him up on sight." Germany let out a small chuckle as I giggled.
"I guess your right." I yawned, looking out towards the window to see it's still dark out. "I thought it was the morning."
"Nope, not yet." He said.
"Why are you up?" I asked curiously.
He shrugged, "Couldn't sleep. So I just stayed up to work on some stuff."
I shook my head, "Doing work at this time just because you couldn't sleep."
He chuckled, scratching the back of his neck, "Yeah... I guess I just wanted to try out the work to sleep thing."
I giggle, the yawned. Germany noticed, "Well, if your good. I'll leave you to sleep." As he got up to walk away, I reacted quickly, grabbing hold of his arm.
    He looked over at me, his brow raising in confusion. I blush in embarrassment, "U-um..."
    He smiled, "Your scared to be alone aren't you?"
    "No I'm not!" I retorted. 
    Germany sighed, "I'll stay here till you fall asleep. How about that?"
     I nodded slowly, laying back down, pulling the covers up to my chest. I felt the bed dip on the other side, an arm going around my waist protectively.
    I felt ... safe and comfortable. Slowly falling asleep, falling into darkness.
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I parked my car in front of the small building. I woke up late with Germany asleep next to me. Not much else happened except North was glaring down Germany.
    I got out of my car, shutting the door behind me. I locked the car and put my keys in my purse. I then walk into the building, going up to the counter where a lady was typing at the computer.
    "How may I help you today miss?" The woman asked, looking up at me, stopping her typing.
    "Yes, I'm here for an appointment with Ms. Koli." I say in a business manner.
    "Are you (Y/N) (L/N)?" The woman asks.
    I nod, "Yes."
    "Alright, have a seat over there. She will be with you in a minuet." The woman said, gesturing over to the lobby where a couple of people were seated.
    "Thank you." Was all I said, walking away over towards an empty chair. A couple of seats down from me there was a man in a nicely dressed suit, tapping his feat constantly.
    'Anxiety disorder maybe?' I thought. To me, the most interesting place in the world is this lobby. So many different people pass through those doors, they don't have to hide what they truly feel. Knowing other people worse or like them are in this room.
    "W-What are you here for." The man next to me stammered our. He must be trying to calm himself in some way.
    "My mother scheduled an appointment after our little fight." I answered with my monotone voice. I have no reason to hide myself here, I don't have to fake an emotion if I don't want to.
    "O-oh... what do you have?" He asked, the tapping of his foot slowing down.
     "I'm sociopathic. But I have been gaining some emotions this year." I answered, leaning back in my chair.
    "W-What is that l-like?" He asks, looking at me in interest.
    I was about to answer till someone called out my name excitedly, "(Y/N)! I'm ready for you!" I look up to see a girl with short brown hair, golden eyes, and (s/c).
    I let out a sigh, shaking my head, "You don't have to call out my name like a five year old."
    She laughed, "Funny as always. Now come on!" She gestured me to come over.
    I stood up but before I walked towards I turned towards the man, "You will be alright. There is nothing to be afraid of, just imagine this as stepping into warm water."
    He looked up at me in surprise, before he nodded slowly. I then walk over towards the woman.
     She then led me through a door and down the hallway. She then turned into an office like room. A lounge chair layer up against the wall with a chair next to it. There was also a desk with a chair behind it and two chairs in front of it.
    "Now explain to me why your mother scheduled this appointment?" The woman asked, closing the door behind her, then sat down at the desk chair.
    "We got into a heated argument." I answered bluntly, sitting down in one of the chairs in front of the desk.
    "Ugh, again? How did this even start?" She questioned.
    "Do you really have to do this Mary? I can just leave... there is no point in being here." I said, crossing my arms.
    "Oh c'mon. We need to have some girl bonding... or cousin bonding... whatever you want to call it! The point is I want to talk to you! Plus... you don't have to come for the check up if you just get through this appointment." She said with a smirk. Knowing my answer.
    I let out a groan, "Fine. It started when she tried stomping on Echo. We threw some hurtful words at each other and she slapped me. Then I kicked her out."
     "Uh huh." She said, writing the information down on a notepad. "And how did this make you feel?" She asked, hope sparkling in her eyes.
    Normally when she would ask this question, I would answer that I didn't feel anything, whenever me and my mother get in an argument. But not this time.
    "Angry, frustrates, and upset. I had a break down right after she left." I answered, watching as my cousin scribbled down the information.
    "Anything else you experienced the past few days? Anything new by any chance?" She asked.
    "I felt sadness... at least that's what my friend Russia called it." I told her.
     "Ooo who is this Russia? It's a guy right?" She asked, looking at me with mischief in her gaze.
    I giggled, a light blush on my cheeks, "Yes he's a guy. And ... um there is more than one."
    She gasped, noticing my blush on my cheeks deepened. "How many?" She asked with excitement.
    "Eleven." I answered shyly.
    She gasped in shock, "Oh my little (Y/N) you have grown so much. What sort of fun are you having with them hmm?~"
    My blush deepened, "Its not like that! They are just friends!"
    "Girl tell me everything! How you met!? What do they look like!? What type of personality do they have!? Do they know your deepest secret!?" She asked me a thousand questions at once. Curiosity and excitement glistening in her gaze.
     Before I could answer every question she held up her hands, "No wait! How about we just schedule another session tomorrow!? Bring them over and I can talk to them myself! Make sure they are good for you! Yeah great ideas Mary!" She patted herself on the back... literally.
     "Um Mary... I don't think this is a-"
    "Oh wait... will you be able to get them all together at once?" She asked.
    "No... they live with me. Now there is one thing-"
    "Live with you!? Yes I must meet them! Come back tomorrow morning and I'll question them one by one!" She said, standing up from her chair almost knocking it over.
     I stood up as well, "But Mary listen-"
     "No, no you can't get yourself out of this one! Now go on and prepare your "friends"" She said, using her fingers as quotation marks then pushed me out of the room.
    I simply sighed, "Fine." I'll tell her only Russia knows that I'm a sociopath. I then walk out of the building waving goodbye to the lady at the desk.
    Hopefully it won't be that bad... hopefully.