It's called fate a mikaelson LS

Please dont leave me!

Lillie's POV

I listened to every he said, I wanted to believe him, I really did, but how will i know that he won't. What happens when I forgive him and he he leaves, that'll just hurt me more.

I found the note and found a tiny recorder under the door. I waddled over to it and grabbed it. I looked it over, he really had some nice writing.

I pressed play and lijahs broken voice came onto the recorder.

"My love,

I know you are mad at me, and I understand why, I am sorry, so so sorry, I know I hurt you, I know you think it was because of you, but it will never be, ever since I met you, I wanted your happiness and safety, and I thought you could have that without me, you see me as someone I'm not, I'm not a hero, you see me as your family, but I am a monster, a monster you should be afraid of,

I never wanted to be selfish with you, I couldn't never do that, I don't want to keep letting you get hurt because of us, I love you too much, but whenever your around any of us, you get hurt, it would kill me to be away from you, because I love you so, but if it means for you to live, so be it, I would never leave because I don't want you, that your not enough, it is I That is not enough, I'm not good for you, being around me, loving me, is only going to get you killed, I know you may certain things my love, but they aren't true, I love you with all my heart and whatever soul I have, I'm leaving to make sure you are safe and happy, without me, I can't be selfish with you my love, that'll just get you killed and I won't live with myself if that would happen, but know one thing,

I never regret ever meeting you, you are the best thing that's ever happened to me, the minute I met you, you made me fall to my knees and fall in love with you, the minute I saw your beautiful blue eyes, I was a goner, because I knew I had to have you, you did things to me that no one has ever done, you've made me weak, me made me see what love really is, I'm the man I am because of you, your not the one that turned me into the monster I know I am, I did that all on my own, and I don't want you to see that side of me, ever.

And that's why I must leave, to protect you from the monster inside of me, I won't be able to hurt you anymore, I know you'll hate me for awhile, but I love you with all of my being, my sweet little dove, my sweet little blue eyed love, my little fighter, you are everything to me, you are my world, my reason to live,

The minute I met you, it changed things, how I saw things, I saw them differently, because of you, and I want you to know I'll never hurt you again, I'll always love you for always and forever, just leaving you is killing me, but this is to make sure I never hurt you, to make sure you are safe and happy, that's all I ever wanted for you, all I ever want for you, because you are everything to me, I love you, you are my beauty and I am your beast, so this is me not being selfish, I know it hurts, because just writing this to you is hurting me, it's killing me, but to know you will live, I will stay away how long it takes, I know you hate me now, but I'm doing this for you, my little darling, so thing is goodbye, I couldn't say it in person, because I would never have left if I had, call me a coward, I know that I am, but I'm a coward for loving you and wanting to make sure your safe, that's all that matters to me.

I'm sorry my love, My Lillie, my everything, may we see each again one day, just as beautiful as now, but so grown up, I love you dearest,

Your lijah", the recording ended.

I heard a song coming from the recording. I dropped it to the ground. I cried into my hands.

He left me! He left me! LIJAH!