SECRETS & LIES

SLIPPING BACK

*WARNING - THIS CHAPTER HAS MILDLY EXPLICIT CONTENT...READ AND BE WARNED...IF YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN...I DID WARN YOU AND TOLD YOU NOT TO READ IF YOU DON'T LIKE*  

The moment that Spencer walked into the elevator that he had regretted everything that he had just said to Morgan, but he was angry and upset and was craving Dauldadid. No matter how hard he tried he couldn't stop the tears from rolling down his face, he didn't need any of this, not now. 

Morgan and the others headed towards the jet, they were all quit. After hearing everything that Reid had just said, they didn't know quite how to react, so no one said anything. They all step on the jet expecting not to see Reid, but he was there, sat at the back with his head in a book, not looking up when they all walked on; and no one said anything to him. They all took there seats ready for the jet to leave. 

"Right shell we go over the case files?" Spoke Hotch. "Reid, you joining us?" Reid looked up, not replying, he just walked over to his teammates and sat down next to JJ, avoiding all eye contact with anyone, especially Morgan. "Right, so what's first?" Asked Hotch. 

"We know that he has a type, that he takes young girls on there way home from school, but he has broken his pattern, panic maybe?" Said Emily.

"Maybe, but why did he panic? What caused him to take a drastic turn in his MO?" 

"Maybe, after hearing on the news that we have discovered what he was up to, maybe that caused him to panic and change what he was doing, throwing us on the trail?" Questioned JJ.

"Yeah, that could be it, but it is such a major change, grab of opportunity maybe?" Answered Morgan.

"Or maybe he is just escalating..." It was Reid, everyone turned to look at him, he still has his head down but replaced his book with the case file. "What do you mean Spence?" Asked JJ.

"Well, maybe he was just working up to what he really wanted. He started off young and has slowly been moving up, maybe his real aim is..." Before Reid could finish what he said, he covered his mouth and ran to the back of the plane, and into the toilets. Down on his knees, with his head over the bowl as he threw up the only thing that was in his stomach...coffee. His entire body ached, his head was spinning and his hands, shaking. It has been over 24 hours without any of 'that' in his system, and he needed it. *Knock, knock* "Spence, are you okay?" It was JJ, her voice was always soft and soothing, as much as he didn't want to speak, he didn't want to ignore her either. So he lied. "Yeah JJ, I'm fine, just ate a dodgy dinner last night I think" Lying through the skin of his teeth, he hadn't eaten a dodgy Chinese, he needed Dauladid and he needed it now. "Alright Spence, let me know okay, do you want any water?" 

"No, I'm okay, honestly" Lying again.

"Okay Spence, I'll be back to check on you if you're not out in 5 minutes," Said JJ but Spencer didn't reply.  "Is he okay?" Asked Emily.

"I don't know, he said he thinks he ate something dodgy last night"

"Bullshit" It was Morgan. Everyone turned and looked at him.

"What do you mean?" It was Hotch.

"Well we all know he's lying, he didn't eat a dodgy dinner last night, he needs something else" Everyone knew what he was on about but didn't say it. "Why do you say that Morgan?" Asked JJ.

"This morning when we got into that heated argument. I walked in on him with something in his hand, when I tried to confront him about it, he lied and started getting all defensive"

"So what, you think he's taking again?" JJ's voice was softer than normal, you can tell what Morgan was saying was upsetting her, Reid is like a brother to her and knowing that he is thinking of doing 'that' thing again, broke her heart.