100 Days to Life

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"Bakit ba di ko pwede malaman kung bakit ako namatay? or kung paano ako namatay?"

"Because you really don't need to know everything, May mga bagay na hindi naman na importanteng malaman mo pa kahit pa sabihin mong may karapatan ka. It's fine the way it is some time later the answer will be right in front of you"

"Kung patay na ako. Bakit may Guardian Angel pa din ako?"

"I myself don't know why but I'm sure God has plans"

"Tingin mo? Kung buhay kaya ako ngayon ano na kaya ako? Tingin mo ba may lovelife na ako ngayon?" She smiled then shrugged at me. Masyado na ba akong madaldal? Marami lang talaga ako gustong malaman. kasi kahit sabihin ko pang masaya ako kung nasaan ako ngayon Gusto ko pa din mabuhay, is it wrong to ask God for another chance to life?

"As I have said Destiny, God has plans baka yun din ang dahilan kung bakit binabantayan pa rin kita" She can read my thoughts which means wala akong maitatago sakanya -____-

"Right!" I left her . hindi ko na maalala kung gano ako katagal dito. I've never seen God's face. all I see is a Bright Light but all of us knew it was him. Sabi ng Guardian Angel ko may dahilan kung bakit ganito and I wanted to know why

"Patience Destiny." I heard him say. I haven't spoken words but he heard my heart. Laging sinasabi sakin ng Guardian Angel ko na ang powers lang niya ay ang basahin ang utak ko and talk to me in my mind yun ang way niya para hindi ako makinig sa devil.

But God has greater powers hindi lang ang isip ng mga tao ang binabasa niya. He communicates with them by Heart. Kasi minsan what the mind says is different from what the heart wants.
I still believe that all man is good. Sometimes man makes horrible decisions that leads him away from God because he thinks that it's for the best. This is why Thieves chose to steal sino ba namang gusto magnakaw diba? May dahilan kung bakit nila ginagawa yun. It could be out of love.

Because True Love can be Selfless and Selfish at the same time.

"Hey! Ano pangalan mo?" I asked my Guardian Angel when I found her sitting by the pond

"I don't know. "

"Can I call you Faith?" Faith I don't know why I thought of that name. ayoko naman kasing pag kinakausap ko siya puro biglaan nalang na uupo ako at dadaldalin ko siya it would be awkward If I call her Hoy or any of those things

"You have a point. Sure you can call me Faith"

"Mahirap ba?" I was talking about her missions. ang daming tao sa mundo sure we have Guardian Angels pero she looks out on everyone. Actually every Angel does it must be tiring

"Oo, mahirap lalo na ngayon na busy na ang mga tao, wala na silang time para pakinggan ang mga pangaral ni God, wala na silang oras para magpasalamat at humingi ng tawad. Alam mo ba kung lahat ng tao marunong magappreciate ng blessings at makuntento sa mga iyon. ang dami sigurong kaluluwa ang nailigtas"

"Ano na ba mga nangyayari?"

"Marami. mga bagay na hindi ko naisip na magagawa pala ng mga binabantayan ko. masakit para sakin na sa masamang anghel siya nakikinig. samantalang wala namang ginagawa ang mga masasamang anghel na ikabubuti nilla. "

"Well maybe they need to be reminded of what they are. Para bumalik sila kay god. I have a question"

"Go on"

"Is it true na pag umuulan umiiyak ang mga Angels at pag kumikidlat nagbobowling daw si San Pedro?"

"Crying is physical thing done by physical beings. we cry but not with real physical tears. And the second part that is the funniest thing I've heard so far"

eh sa yun yung naririnig ko dati eh! 

"Meron pa pala akong tanong"

"One question really leads to another.. ano yun?"

"What am I like? I mean anong klase akong tao nung nabubuhay pa ko? All I can remember is that Namatay ako the day before my 20th Birthday and I don't know the reason. At ang naalala ko din is some conversations from people I don't even know"

"Well, I can say na mabuti kang tao that explains why you're here. ang dahilan kung bakit hindi mo naalala lahat is because ayaw ni God na masaktan ka.. He felt your pain nung buhay ka pa. and he wanted to free you from that pain because you asked for it"

"I asked for it? sinabi ko ba kay God na Sana makalimutan ko ang lahat? or whatsoever?"

"Not exactly."

"Pano?"

She smiled then walked away. sinundan ko siya Pumunta siya sa parte kung saan para kang naglalakad sa mga ulap. bakit ba pag nagtatanong ako di ko nakukuha ang sagot na gusto kong malaman??