ALL EYES ON ME [COMPLETED]

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Lalisa

Nandito na ako sa room 203 with Dr. Cruz. Nag'rereview kami for the up coming quiz show. Hindi pa tapos yung announcement kanina, umalis na ako. I need to study. Ilang araw ko nang iniiwasan si Jennie. I know this isn't what I like but I know that this is the right thing to do. In the past few days, halos wala ako sa sarili. Bukod sa kinakabahan ako sa quiz show.... I was thinking of Jennie. I missed her :( Her gummy smile.

"Oh paano ba yan Lisa, iwan na kita dito ha. Mag aral ka mabuti. Bukas na ulit tayo mag kita." Dr. Cruz said to me then left the room.

Mag isa nalang ako dito sa room. I was studying anatomy and physiology. Hindi ko alam kung bakit hirap na hirap akong aralin 'to ngayon samantalang paborito ko 'to nung high school. Halos ipukpok ko na sa ulo ko yung libro para lang pumasok lahat ng inaaral ko sa utak ko. Ugh!

"Left atrium.... Mitral valve.... Argh! Bakit hindi ko makabisado!!! Left ventricle... aorta...." send help please huhu Seul??? Kaikong??? Anybody??

"Left a-tri-um Mi-tral valve, Left ven-tri-cle, a-or-ta...."

Then I heard 'that voice'. Oh God, Am I hallucinating? I know I love her voice pero pati ba naman dito? Please Jennie. As much as I love hearing you sing, I need to study :(

I felt someone's in front of me. Tinignan ko sya and I saw Jennie. I was shocked. What is she doing here? Did she hear me saying 'I missed her'?

"Go, sing with me." Jennie said and sat in front of me. I missed those eyes, those cheeks that I like to pinch, those lips that I...... like to kiss.

"Left a-tri-um, Mi-tral valve, Left ven-tri-cle, a-or-ta...."

Sinabayan ko sya sa pagkanta. Naks, duet kami eh. It actually works. I remembered it fast. I smiled at her.

"Uhh, Hi. Ikaw na ba yung in'order ko?" You're making me say those kinds of lines Jennie. Sayo lang ako nagkaka'ganito. Kinikilig ako sa sinabi ko ano ba 'to!!

Bigla nya akong niyakap ng mahigpit. Ramdam na ramdam ko kung gaano nya ako na'miss. Parang ayaw na nyang bumitaw.

"Nakaka'inis ka!!! I hate u. I hate you so much Lalisa Manoban!!" She said. She's crying right now. Stupid Lisa. You made her cry again.

"Shh, Stop crying. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." I rubbed her back to calm her. I'm sorry Jennie. :(

"I really hate you Manoban!! You have no idea kung gaano kita na'miss." Jennie said. I wiped away the tears in her cheeks using my thumb.

"I know. I missed you too, so much. I'm sorry for what I've done. Natakot lang ako.... ayokong mapahamak ka Jennie. Ayokong masira yung image mo ng dahil lang sakin. Ayoko din na pati kayo mismo ng lolo mo, magka'away ng dahil sa-"  

Naputol yung sinasabi ko when she kissed me.... again. It lasts only for 5 seconds pero masasabi ko na ito yung one of the best 5 seconds of my life right now. Pinaramdam nya sakin na wag ako matakot, na wag ako mag alala kasi kasama ko sya sa lahat ng bagay. Ganun yung naramdaman ko sa halik nya. I'm really inlove with you Jennie Kim.

"I know Lili. You don't have to worry about me or my career or even my Lolo. Yes, I also got scared at first kasi I don't know what my Lolo will do. Baka pag'hiwalayin nya tayo once na malaman nya. But I will never let that happen Li. I will fight for you, for us. Because I know you're worth it. Kaya sana ganun ka din. Please, don't give up on me? I love you Lalisa Manoban."

She cupped my face. Ang lapit namin sa isa't isa. Nahihiya pa din ako sa tuwing tinititigan nya ako. And wait, she said she love me?? Jennie Kim loves me?? Love? As in L O V E?

"Even if I have enough reasons to leave you.... I will never do that. I'm not an expert at relationships. I don't know how to handle every fight we're going to have. We're both still young and we still have a lot more to learn. But I'm willing to take chances, to risk it all, and learn everything there is to know just so I can keep us together. I won't give up on you Ms. Jennie Kim."

Gusto kong iparamdam kay Jennie na sure ako sa kanya.... na I will never turn my back on her.... na hindi ko pinagsisihan na naging member ako ng LGBT because of her. I will never give up on her.

"I love you too Jennie Kim. Hindi ko inaasahan na sasabihin ko yun sayo. I hate you kaya dati hahahaha." I said and tumawa naman si Jennie.

"I know right? Hahaha. From I hate you to I love you hmmm... that escalated quickly."

Ang saya saya namin. Sana ganito nalang lagi. Naikwento nya na si Seul yung nagsabi kung nasaan ako ngayon. And she also said that Seulgi knows everything. Matagal na pala napapansin ni Seul but hindi nya sinasabi sakin kasi inaantay nya lang daw ako na magsabi sa kanya. Naisip ko na naman si Kai. Ano kayang sasabihin nya? Natatakot ako.

"Btw, diba nasa klase ka dapat ngayon?" I asked her.

"Uh.... I.... I skipped my class e hehe." She said and smile apologetic. Ay nako talaga this girl.

"You what? Hay nako. Don't ever do that again Nini. Magagalit ako." Wow, jowa ka teh? Hahahaha. Hindi pa pero soon 🤗

"I'm sorry po mom. I promise, I won't do that again. And What did you call me? Nini? Hahaha, cute."

"Yeah. You call me Lili e. Edi I will call you Nini. Jennie's too long." I said and she laughed.

"And so does Lalisa. Yours is longer, pabo hahaha" Ano daw? Pabo? Mukha ba akong pabo?

"Pabo? Mukha ba akong peacock?" I asked her with confusion. Pabo daw ako e. Peacock naman yun diba? Baka di nya alam yung tagalog ng peacock e.

"Huh? Pabo means stupid in korean, stupid. Hahahaha"  Aba tinawag pa nga akong stupid. Pasalamat ka mahal kita hmp.

"Alam mo.... ang kulit mo. Sarap kagatin ng pisngi mo. Can I?" I asked her hahahaha i don't know why I asked her that. Ang laki kasi ng pisngi nya pag tumatawa sya e

"No. Mag aral kana. I'm sorry for disturbing you. Go on, mag review kana ulit. I won't make kulit na. I will just sleep nalang." Jennie said then rest her head in my shoulder.

How can I study when 'The Jennie Kim' is sleeping next to me looking like a real angel that she is? Hayy, Thank You God, for letting me meet this woman beside me. I will keep her and protect her at all cost. Promise!