OCD// a.g - t.a

10

September 3

therapy was surprisingly okay. i met a girl her name was samantha she has beautiful long red hair and her smile could probably make anyone's day.

but she has ocd the same condition that i have. i use the word condition because the word disorder does not feel right on my tongue. it feels like a meaning less word with no use except to make people feel different.

when the therapist called on her she told us about how she has panic attacks whenever she gets unorganized.

when the therapist called on me i said nothing. because i had too many broken pieces and talking will not possibly help in any way. words are just air with empty meanings, and i saw absolutely no reason to talk about my "problems" the therapist called them.

i met so many people who all suffered the same way i did. but that still didn't make me feel better. i was still "scrubber girl" and i was still a freak, nothing had changed.