A/N: So... I cant post the video. My computer is death. And I WON'T put it on my facebook to get the link, cause then those who know me can tease me. So... ya. Thats depressing. Anyhoo, I have been planning this for a while, and the lyrics that are sung in here are written by peoplewho aren't me! God bless them!!! So, get ready to hate me for the (almost) last time. ;)
Lets get on with it, shall we?
PS: Short. 2 pages. But short.
PSS: The song in this chpater is called I Would Do Anythign For You by Foster The People. :)
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Alyssa's P.O.V
After Michelles funeral, I told everyone I needed space, and headed up to my bedroom. I had no idea what to do, I was so worried about everything. I went over to my journal, and opened up a page for entry.
Right before my pen hit the paper, there was a knock at my door. I opened it to see a very troubled looking father. I didn't say anything, but I opened my door, and let him in.
"Im sorry I never told you about me tryin-"
"Alyssa. I have made some decisions, and I decided that you will no longer be going on tour with the boys."
I nodded my head, understanding that this was a fair punishment.
"I'm not exactly sure what else to say, and I don't wan to pile all of my news on you at once, but I will need to talk to you later."
He spoke so strictly, that I thought he was going to die of sterness. Weird thought, eh? Oh well.
I sat on my bed with my head in my hands for a while, then lay down and shut my eyes, hoping that sleep would take over.
It never did.
I was just so worried. What was he going to say?
I heard a knock at my door. I opened to my dad.
"You ready?" He asked me, genuinely caring if I could take the blow of whatever he was about to tell me.
I nodded my head, not realizing that I couldn't ever be ready for what he told me.
Louis' P.O.V
We were in the studio, and I was worried sick. Alyssa was screaming and yelling at her dad, but it was muffled, the night before. When he walked out he had a look of guilt across his face. He came into the living room to apoligize for the noise, then left. I went upstairs and knocked on Alyssa's door, but she opened up and shook her head telling me she would talk tomorrow.
I couldn't concentrate, and I kept getting the lyrics wrong, because I would say things that weren't on the paper, and the boys would have to tell me. Eventually, I was sent out into a room to think. It was quiet, with nothing that coul intterupt my thinking process. Just now realizing I was in the writing room, I grabbed a piece of paper and got down to work. I wanted to write a song for Alyssa. To show her that I loved her, and that I fell IN love with her. But I want her to know exactly what I was thinking in my mind, without having to say it directly.
I thought up sone lyrics and put them down right away.
Never wanna stand up for myself
Never wanna get in the way, I said it
I don't know what the plan is
YOU ARE READING
Life's Complicated // l.t
FanfictionOnce you have an amazing life, and it takes an unexpected turn, you're not going to like it. It's human nature. But what if, just this once, maybe you did? Alyssa Jacobson finally gets to visit her dad. She never learned anything about his work, eve...
