January 16th, 2019

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^fake smiles for days

My nose is a weird shape.

My lips are always chapped and very small.

I have no butt.

My boobs aren't what guys want.

My eyes look different directions because I'm blind, in which people think I have a lazy eye.

My mother called me useless, and she pushed me today.

I'm exhausted, but I sleep too much.

I don't have friends at school.

I'm pushing away the people I have.

I deleted social media.

Why are people even friends with me?

I'm toxic.

I'm a bitch.

I'm not pretty.

Not smart.

Not anything.

It's better for me to be quiet.

To not speak.

To keep it in.

I'm deleting Wattpad.

Or at least I'm not going to use it for a long time.

Until I'm ready, I'll speak.

I'll probably take a year off from people.

Or until school is over.

I don't know.

Bye.

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 17, 2019 ⏰

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