June 28th, 2018

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^im happy now, I was just overwhelmed

47 days until school.

I will be updating this later this night, but I just need to write right now.

I'm so jealous of others who have dads.

My dad chose drugs over me.

Me stepdad threatened to kill my mom and I.

My grandpa died almost 5 years ago, and now I have no male 'role models' in my life.

So if you have a dad, thank him for all that he has done for you.

Even if you hate him right now, it's better than having no dad.

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My brother came over today.

Even though I was super jealous of him last night, I'm so glad he is here.

I keep on wanting to make bad choices.

I don't even know why.

I really need someone to tell me not to make bad choices.

Okay, byeeee.

I'll write early tomorrow!

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❤️

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