July 20th, 2018

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^1 month ago I started this, it has helped, but I was expecting more out of this.

23 days until school.

I'm all caught up now!

I wrote the last few days late, but I didn't have motivation to write.

I played Sims most of the day until my grandma called and asked if I wanted to go with her to a place 30 minutes away from me, where my old school is.

It feels weird calling that place my old school.

I met Kinzie there.

I met Meranda there.

Anyways, we went there and shopped at Dollar General for a hour.

It was nice shopping with her.

My uncle told her she only had 3 years left to live.

He might be my blood but he sure does make me want to punch him sometimes.

My mom came home at 8 and was super exhausted.

Like always.

My brother is getting drunk at this very moment, and he has been twitchy.

I'm worried for him.

So worried it hurts.

I really don't want him to go in a coma or get scrapes and scratches on his body again.

What really hurt tonight though was my mom comparing me to a very bad man.

We've been abused by this man 7 years and she compared me to him.

It hurts so bad.

Bye guys.

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