Till I Die

Certified Huslter

~week later~

I put on my black wife beater with Black skinny jeans with My combat boots and a small black jean jacket hoodie i put on a All black NY snapback,

Tay Talked me into going to India's Funeral and normally i don't go to Funeral's, I didn't go to my parents or Trent's, I couldn't handle it and plus whats the point of going when they are already gone.

I didn't feel like dressing up and i never do i own a dress, There's no need too but not to disrespect india or anything I'm just being comfortable.

"You ready?" Tay asked adjusting his Tie "Yea Imma go help Kai" i said walking out, "Ight" he said i walked over to his room, he just got done buttoning his shirt, i walked and sat on his bed

"Need help?" i asked he nodded walking over, I tucked in his shirt and i clipped on his tie then helped him but on his vest "Where's yours shoes?" i asked he pointed to the closet "Go get em" i said he slowly walked over and got his shoes and brought them to me,

I put him on my lap and loosen a shoe and put it on him "Tori" he called out "Yes boo" i said putting the other one on "Are you going to be my new mommy?" he asked i looked at him.

"I will take care of you" i said i cant take that label yet "No one will ever replace your mama ok? " i said in his eyes "Ok" he said "You know how to tie your shoes?" i asked he nodded and tied them, "Good job" i said smiling, he just put his head down.

I got up and kneeled down "Hey" i said lifting his chin up, he looked me in my eyes "Its going to be ok" i said "Mommy is gone now but you'll see her again" i added he started crying "I wanna see her now" he cried i wiped some of his tears and hugged him.

"I know boo i know" i whispered in his ear, i pulled away from the hug and i kissed his forehead "I tell you what...We can get ice cream later" i said trying to light the mood he rubbed his eyes

"You'll like that?" i asked "Yes" he said i pick him up "Ok we can get Ice cream" i said Carrying him downstairs.

Tay was ready putting on his shades and grabbing his key's, We walked out to the car, I put Kai in the back and I got in. We drove off.

"You know your parents gon blame all this shit on me" i said "just ignore them" he said not looking at me "Imma try" i said "Is the crew going to be there?" he asked "No they on they blocks" i said checking my phone,

"O i gotta stop by the Trap so Imma get a ride back" i said "Why?" he asked "Cause Davion getting us new load and he got some money for me" i said he shook his head "what?" I asked "You still doing this shit after what happen to india?" he asked

"Tay What are you talking about?" I asked "Huslting, i told you shit was getting to dangerous" He said "Tay don't start with that shit" i said shaking my head, i looked out the window, Im not on his shit today.

We pulled up to the church, I picked up Kai, there where hella paparazzi, we walked in, we walked in the sanctuary and seen her casket closed with a picture of her next to it.

"Where's mommy?" Kai asked as we were walking passed it "She's in the brown box sleeping" i said "Will she wake up?" He asked i took a moment and shook my head, "THIS IS YOUR FAULT!!!" Tay mama's yelled at me, making me and kai jump

"Mama Stop" Tay gritted "No! She is a murder!" she cried "I never even touched her" i said "Shut up!" she yelled "Who Wears what she has on to funeral" she Cried ummm i do, "Mama Stop!" Tay yelled She sat down on the other side of him "You good?" He asked me i nodded.

People started coming in and hugging them and it was a lot of people. After Everyone came in a person sung a song, The preacher preached and Tay's mama Stared at me the whole time crying like nun of this shit is my Fault.