Till I Die

XIII. Should I?

I look at his hand, should i really work with this nigga....Hell no, Fallen Angelz work alone and look where thats got us, working with another crew you need trust other wise they gon kill yo ass.

"Why should i trust you?" i asked "Trust me cause i always had Trents back" he said "Apparently you didn't" i said "Tori why you gotta be like" he said "What the fuck do you mean? I'm out here hustlin for my brother and you want me to work wit you and shit, I fucking work alone" i said walking towards the door

"Tori i just want peace between us" he said "gain my fucking Trust" i said walking out, Star and Quan was playin cards with the gang "lets go" i demanded walking towards the door they got up and followed me and we walked to the car and still see dude dead body in the snow, i stopped and stared at his dead body,

Im not act like i don't feel bad cause i do but Dude could if told the cops if i let him go but then again he could of just quit this gang shit and was going home to his Fam....its a lot of things he could of did but all i know his family wont be seeing him this Christmas, "Tori you good?" Quan asked "yea" i said walking away, i got in the car and we drove off,

On the way home, i looked out the window i thought about the people i killed, i killed two of my best friends, my ex and his sister, Fox and a hoe, i regret killing diamond and zion, i really do but i cant just quit cause of mistakes i made and the sake of mercy, i gotta keep hustling,

Quan dropped me off at my house, "meeting tomorrow" i said getting out the car "Ight Good night" Star said climbing in the front "goodnight" i said walking to my door, i walked in "Baby" i called out the lights where off "Im upstairs" he called back,i stomped my boots of at the mat and took them off, i left them at the door,i left the lights off and walked up stairs.

He was shirtless and in basketball shorts laying down on the bed, "you good?" he asked "yea" i said taking my bandana off my neck and putting up my guns"kill anybody?" he asked i sighed "yea" i said taking off my shirt "really who" he asked excitedly

I laughed at bit, i grabbed something to sleep in "A random Guy on the street" i said sound excited too he laughed "why? what he do?" He asked "he wouldn't tell me where the trap was and when he finally told me i shot him" i said walking in the bathroom "Daaaamn" he said "he wasted my time" i said closing the door,

i took at shower after my shower i put on a black wife beater and Basketball shorts, i walked out the bathroom and got in the bed next to Tay,

i laid on his Chest and listen to his heart beat.

"Imma miss you when i leave" he said i climbed on top of him "Imma miss you too" i said kissing him, he put his hands on my waist and deepen the kiss, we had a make out session, "baby...come...with me" he said between kisses, i pulled away "Tay you and i both know i cant do that" i said "why not?" he asked

"your parents hate me" i said his parents hate me with a passion, They for real hate me cause i breathe the same air as them,

They super rich and they always hated when Tay would hang out wit me and Trent because We where in the streets and we were poor as hell and if they find out I'm his girlfriend, they'll keep him in ATL for good.

"They dont hate you...They just Strongly dislike you for judgmental reasons" he said smiling "Tay" i said getting off of him "ok ok i do wish i could spend christmas with you" he said "same here but if i was too go who gon do this gang shit?" i asked him

"Well Mario cou-"

"Nooooo Mario couldnt be in charge he would kill everyone that walks" i said

"Star?"he asked "Star is chill until something big happens" i said "like?" he asked "like mario getting shot she will forget bout everything a focus on him" i said "the twins" he said i looked at him wit a 'you crazy' face, he laughed