drama - tzk.

thirty.

before i could get off from kairo's bed, napabangon siya. i screamed on the top of my lungs, as i pulled the blanket then covered my body. napatingin ako sa kanya, he's completely naked, kaya napasigaw ako habang tinatabunan ko ang mga mata ko.

"wala na! i'm dressed up, baby." he said. i peeked a little, it was true. pero naka-boxers lang siya, exposing his toned abs.

what a turn on.

i mentally shook my head, ridding that thought in my mind. our hair is disheveled, and my blouse is stained with blood. this is a fucking disaster.

"you can get some clothes in my closet." kairo said. napatakbo naman ako papunta sa walk-in closet niya habang hawak ang blanket sa kama niya na yun lamang ang tumatabon sa hubad kong katawan.

i decided to wear his boxers and shirt. tangina. what if i'll get pregnant? i can't believe that in 19 years, nawala na yung pinakaiingatan ko.

my fucking virginity.

i just hope na hindi ako mabubuntis ng lalaking 'to. i tried to remember what happened last night. are we both drunk? did we have a drunk sex? or a simple sex? did we do multiple positions? is he big?

tangina. ang dumi dumi na ng isip ko. thanks, eurydyce.

i grabbed my sling bag, then wore it over my shoulder. i peeked at the kitchen, he's cooking something, and fortunately, his back is facing the door.

i combed my hair with my fingers, then opened the door without making any noise. agad akong pumunta sa loob ng elevator, then i wore my disguises. i tied my hair into a messy bun, as i called a cab.

this is a disaster. i can't move on with this.