Why am I lonely?
I have my dad and my mom
I have my brother and sister
And I have our baby-pets
Why do I feel betrayed?
My parents are not seperated
I don't have any friends who'd betray me
I never had a boyfriend cheat on me
Why do I feel so hurt?
I never had a close someone die
I'm not getting shoved and bullied
I don't have a disease or missing parts
Can loneliness really cut this deep?
Enough to make me want to die
Merely because I never had someone love me,
And someone to see through my lies
I feel so ahamed, I don't live such a bad life
I only have a father who's a perfectionist
A mother who hates me and ignores me
A brother and sister who's too busy to care
Why am I feeling so hurt?
Merely because I feel like my family doesn't want me
Just because I never got to know my grandparents
And just becase I don't have any friends to trun to
I'm living a good life, granted I've stopped making memories
Memories that I could - maybe - share with my future kids
And I don't have any lessons to tell my future family
Why? Why do I feel like dying, just because I'm cold and alone?
This poem sounded better when I was first writing it... now, I feel like the emotions and thoughts are jumbled.... oh well...
hugs and kisses.... xOxOx...
always s^.^ile...
xMsRoPaVax
