Why? Why do I let him affect me so?
When she was all he ever saw
I want to feel everything she feel
So, I try and climb their hill
And try to take my fill
But I fall into his trap the more I reel
As he slowly became my Achilles' heel
And it's like he squirmed into my heart like an eel
And I want to know if this feeling is real
Cause the wound is so hard to heal
And I think I can kill
With the pain I feel
And the hurt, it feels surreal
Cause my beating heart, on its own, will peel
I wanted to think it was an earthquake
And it wasn't him making their world shake
As in sorrow my heart starts to break
But I'll cover my face in a mask and cake
And smile to hide my ache
Cause soon they'll take a break
And they'll stop giving and only take
So I prepare a plan to bake
As slowly I brush my thoughts with a rake
And smoothly my mind will make
A plan without a single mistake
And suffer, I shall, on a nearby lake
But soon I'll see a wonderful sight
And I won't have to fight
Cause everything will be alright
And everything left will go right
And nothing will be left of my fright
Cause every loose end will go tight
As I let in the sunshine, oh so bright
Cause the dark will fade, and it will come, the light
And the sun will defeat the rain and the night
And the cold wind will no longer bite
Cause they will have a taste of my might
As I get saved and love by my true knight
We'll run every single mile
And slide through every tile
As we answer every why
And go over people we rile
And leave them on a pile
And even if it raises, the bile
We'll hide behind a guile
And protect ourselves from any lie
To have a life worth while
And keep intact, our hearts, so fragile
And forever we'll smile
And never, do we have to say, good bye
my longest poem this is... and I hope it's good...
I fell in love with someone I shouldn't have... and I got over him, through this wonderful guy... and I thought I'd share this poem I wrote about our story...
hugs and kisses... xOxOx...
always s^.^ile...
xMsRoPaVax
