Loving you is like drowning
Each day, I fight it harder
But it seems to swallow me deeper
The more I struggle to breathe
The more suffocated I feel
You drown my screams
So no one will hear
And I slip off the rims
As I get lost in my fears
And all of them slip off my mind, my dreams
I feel it coming, an erosion
And I feel an overwhelming emotion
As my heart is once again set in motion
My mind starts filling with doubts
As my heart flutter, up and about
There's a lot of tug of wars
Cause each smile is easier to put up
But each tear is harder to dry
Each secret is getting harder to hide
But it's getting easier to carry it inside
I feel revived, but I wonder if I'll survive
Cause each scars are reopened
And I can't help but wonder
Will you dry the blood that I'm shedding?
Or will you leave me in my own blood drowning?
a poem for my boyfriend -now ex-boyfriend-... the next five or so poems are for him... I love him, but I'm too weak to hold on... :(((
song on the side used to be our song...
hugs and kisses... xOxOx...
always s^.^ile...
xMsRoPaVax
